posted on Jan, 27 2009 @ 11:58 PM
Originally posted by MystikMushroom
I feel a need to help others -- however what I know and can teach *shakes head* is to much. Most people would just commit suicide, feeling safe in
knowing what I know...
You feel this due to empathy. Its a natural state for old souls and one that can be easily overcome by simply understanding that its okay to "feel"
for others. But that you and your temple are what comes first in knowing, once achieved one can then set out for the assistance of others.
However, to myself -- this is a deeper more spiritual connection to the "all" ...
I am tired...tired of trying to open others eyes...tired of trying to "fit in" .... tired of being reborn over and over, now knowing finally so
early in this life what is in store eventually.
I am so TIRED of knowing what I know, knowing it will all happen again, and again...because it has to...infinity is a blessing/curse IMO right now.
It isn't up to you and just you to open the eyes of others; there are thousands of people like you and many are much older to be sure. It is up to
each individual soul to choose their path and ways of getting to the means of their own end. Just because someone doesn't want to see the truth of
the state of affairs doesn't mean we have to suffer endless pain for them.
Being "tired" means more times than not that you aren't moving in the right direction. Perhaps not focusing so much on all the feelings for others
not seeing "your" way for a bit is in order. A lot of people know and also have learned that not everyone wants to know. Most people just want to
move along with the "tide" until the end. That is their choice.
Allowing yourself to be drug down by simply being able to understand more about the true matter of life seems to be more of the problem, than say not
being able to get others to see your way of thinking?
One you have control over the other you don't; it's time to choose.....