posted on Jan, 27 2009 @ 09:55 PM
How do those of you like myself manage to live day to day?
I look forward to sleep every night, where I can manifest, be lucid and use all my knowledge of the plastic nature of reality.
I have been shown all I have ever wanted to know about the nature of reality/creation/existence in this life.
I know who...but more importantly WHAT I am. I know I am here for a purpose, but I am floundering...
I have died a million times in this life (via a very powerful/life changing night) been reborn more times to count. I have live an infinite number of
I feel as I am just "waiting" for something I was put here to witness in this "prison" of daily life.
Oh yes, I can and do make small changes in my reality...I have been practicing hard and have improved many aspects of not only myself but my world.
What do you do when you are stuck in a human body and realize you are God? Sometimes I just want to hit the reset button -- but I stop because I know
it'll never end...this incarnation of mine means something this time. For me to understand these truths/realizations at such a young age of
26...means I need to understand and learn to live with it.
How can you know your true divinity and still work a job, listen to others and their whacky ideas about religion, and "fit in".
It would be easier to "go back to sleep" in a sense...but that is the easy choice. I was put here to discover what I have...and somehow learn to
I have no idea how. My soul is so tired friends.