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It's too bad that some people look at addicts the way they do, because I can tell you from personal experience, it can happen to anyone... ANYONE!
Originally posted by Anonymous ATS
reply to post by Walkswithfish
your ignorance amazes me,"kill them all" what a jack hole!, i bet your one of those ex addicts in between your next hit. becuze only someone as ignorant as one would say something like that,,hey if you cant kick drugs ,maybe you should kil yourself, ever thought of that, hu smart guy?
the reason i know you and what your all about, is for the true 5 and a half years i have CLEAN and sober off of meth and every single drug known to man on the street, and im not talking about smoking off of a piece of tin foil,im talking about strait shooting it into my vains,,to where i got so good and profitiant at it that i could do it literally walking down the street one handed, and that is not an embelishment, i got so far gone that i did so much i had to use bacardi or cap morgans even vodka as the water part in the spoon, becuse i did so much that it either A. christelized in the seringe or was just to strong ,needing the alchohol to dull the efffects, i would shoot so much dope that it would knock me out for a few seconds,and i would come to, coughing wich is your bodys way of telling you ,your about to over dose,i used to shoot going for that cough,
iv been in drug deals with the most insane tweakers, almost been shot ,almost died ,wached other people die, seen kids pute out on the street armed to sell drugs 10 years old, just becuse the hooker mother didnt have a place to live,
iv seen lives lost torn apart,thrown away,people lose everything,,but thats the thing PEOPLE,PEOPLE! thats what they all are,,so how have i come to this point you ask me , how have i gotten clean, im talking after almost my whole life like that,
well, i did it on my own. 100% cold turky,i simply looked around me and saw what i had become ,was tired of couch hopping ,and losing friends,family,stuff, just was soo soo tired of it all, so i said this has got to change "im so fed up with this crap,,got tired of going to jail ,wich is where i was having these toughts,,dont think it was years and thats how i got clean ,no it was just monthsm like 2 or 3, no biggie a vacation,but at that moment i thought im so over it,,i used those few days as my starting point ,and never looked back from that day on my life has only gotten better,
wife, kids, home, things ,all that stuff,, and dthere was a point when i was like you" kill all tweakers!" "kill all druggies!", but then i figured out why, it was becuse for the longest time that was still in me ,at any moment i could become them again, but then i realized that was just weakness , me being weak,,and i told myself "THAT NO INANIMATE BAG OF POWDER,PLANT,OR CHEMICLE WAS EVER GONNA CONTROLE ME AGAIN!EVER!! NEVER GONNA DICTATE WHAT I DO OR HOW I ACT! EVER!
so again i see you for who you are and your ignorant coment,.
and why do you ask am i so up about your comment,,is becuse being a drug addict is not who i really was,,for i am an artist ,paint,sculpt,carve,oil,pastel,clay,water,pencil,,i have illustrated many things books,graphics,,i have donated my work to benifits for cancer research, i have been part of things that have effectes all over even you,,i have had my hand in the music industry,effecting even you,i create and give back to society ,even you, i am a part of the human race trying to ad to its goodness and greatness,trying to be a part in a posotive way,,i have 3 beutifull children ,the oldest is an actor, the middle is my sports star qb and all that ,and my yougest is my daughter also an artist ,but mostly a dreamer,,me and the wife are going on ten years now,and still feel like we are dating,
soo with all these things i bring to the table of life, in a posotive way, thats who you wanna kill , do us a favor and do yourself!
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Originally posted by odd1out
reply to post by autowrench
Unfortunately, ALCOHOL IS THE MOST DANGEROUS DRUG in the world. ALCOHOL HAS KILLED MORE PEOPLE directly and indirectly than ALL OTHER DRUGS combined. ALCOHOL is more responsible for violent crime than METH AND CRACK combined.
Shouldn't we prohibit the use of DEMON ALCOHOL????
Just some input coming from an addict himself.
Please don't comdemn, this took alot for me to get this out on a board.