posted on Jan, 19 2009 @ 05:18 PM
okay. sorry that this is my first thread, but i really need to talk to someone about this, who actually knows about the masons.
ok, im from a family where my father is a high degree master mason.
my father is a very very high tempered, strange man. he has some serious psychological problems which have stemmed since, childhood, or even birth..
his own father was a lunatic and was violent and was treated for psychiatric problems.
my dad has treated me and my mom like # for as long as i can remember.
and my dad joined the lodge in the late 90s and quickly got up in the ladder and pretty much got himself involved in some other lodges as well and it
became his life.
he got even worse after joining the masons and turned into an even more controlling nutcase. very emotionally manipulative and abusive. now he, doesnt
see this. everyone else around him sees it, but him. he thinks everyone else is wrong and hes right and he strives on drama. he 'needs' drama and
pretty much has even admitted that in the past.
when he joined the masons, well before he did, he had originally wanted to get in with the KKK or some other racial group, but then quickly joined the
masons instead. odd. for some reason the other groups didnt want him in.
anyways... a year ago, my mother died, and a few months later, i moved to another state to be with my now fiance. my father, however, was furious
about this action.
i got a good job, and am happy with my fiance and our life together and everything is great here. its been almost 7 months now.
i keep in touch with my father occasionally on the phone, but some recent dramas came up (back home) that made it hard for me to deal with him and how
he was acting towards me about them, which well, were just the typical blames and manipulations hes always done since i was a child... and am not sure
whats what. if its manipulation or what.
my stressing and jumpiness about it all has been making me a nervous wreck and his calling and not understanding a darn thing about anything or how
hes been acting about certain things. and its taking a toll on my sanity because of the amount of time he bugs the crap out of me, calling. harassing
my fiances parents for gods sake (and we are nearly 30 yrs old), and being the typically possessive nutcase. and frankly, i hate the toll its taking
on my relationship. my fiance has been nothing but great and supportive, but i hate when i get upset and he has to witness it.
so, my father and i had a bit of a spat 2 weeks ago and ever since, ive not really been talking to him. i didnt return the last 2 phone calls he made
to me and he left a nasty voicemail to me today threatening to harass my fiances parents again and get one his "mason connections" to go and check
up on me down here.
now, in other situations, id have cut his ass off already... but my fear is.. i dont know what hes capable of, honestly. this whole mason thing.
how much danger can i be in if he wanted revenge or to create some problem? could he? he has never been to the state im in now nor does he know anyone
personally here, but he got a list of names of masons and crap from here. i know that for a fact.
im just fearing what these masons are capable of.
i just wanna live my life. and be happy... and not have to deal with this crap anymore.
but it seems if i dont keep in touch with him every single day or i disagree with something or him being a jerk and continuing his mental # with me
everytime we talk (as its been all my life), then he gets all weird and freaks out and acts all possessive
this is a man whose threatened to kill people, over bull#.
this is a man who would literally measure and record the exact areas of a parking spot to see if me or my mom had driven anywhere when we didnt have
plans to and would check mileage like a maniac and go berzerk if either of us even went around the block to pick up a pizza.
so, should i be worried? whats the worst a mason can do? connections? framing us? what?