posted on Jan, 15 2009 @ 06:33 PM
many doctors use a code for patients who may be affected by knowing whats wrong with them, a feed back loop situation develops -if you read that the
medical people think your depressed then you wont think you're able to feel good and thus the depression will become self fulfilling and spiral
you don't have depression of course, your ego is huge although its a front for self doubt you're still far too confident to be properly depressed, i
would assume the code is because it applies to something that is assosiated with clever people, probably clever peoples delusions.
some people go crazy and start saying that the moon is going to eat them, they aren't thinking very well however others have highly complex delusions
which are very hard to debunk due to the high level of thought and brain power put into them - think joker from batman.
if as you struggle to cope with your identity someone tell you that you're some kind of crazy super genius it will probably take you a few hours
before you have the rubber suit on and are planning masterful crimes...
if people show you how to deal with the world, which is i should point out crazy in itself, and as you slowly develop your own place in existence
you'll soon relax into a nice normal life.
may i recommend the film (or book if your really do have a good brain) 'choke' which deals with this issue very well -by the same guy who wrote
fight club, very good.
hope that helps, oh and the black suited people are your over active imagination playing tricks on you -very common, the eye is designed to see people
shapes in the dark thus it often gets false positves and thinks it sees someone.