Originally posted by Astyanax
If you're serious about thinking your own thoughts and devising your own ideas in metaphysics and theology, at least study the work of those that
have gone before you and learn what the implications and ramifications of your intended 'faith choices' really are. You'll find that religious
doctrine is not some buffet from which you can just pick what you like and leave the rest, nor is it a Lego set of components that will allow you to
assemble a belief system that suits you. What a consumerist approach to religion!
I don't have a consumerist approach to religion.
On the contrary, I dismiss all religion completely.
You have no idea how much I've studied the bible and the "great thinkers" of metaphysics and theology.
However no amount of reading about honey equates to tasting it, and many of these great thinkers appear to me to have not tasted the honey at all.
When I was five years old the minister at our local church taught in his sermon that god only speaks to ministers, not to lay people, and that was why
we had to come to church and listen to the ministers.
I was a lonely, abused and isolated child, and god was my friend, talking to me each day and bringing me joy, hope and strength. So I insisted on
speaking to the minister after the service, so I could explain he was wrong.
This stern and self-righteous man was mightily annoyed to have a little girl trying to teach him, but I stood my ground, telling him that god walked
with me through the forest every day, playing games with me, and helping me make up songs and poems, on my solitary 5 mile walks to and from school.
The minister's face got redder and redder, and he bent over, shouting into mine: "God would never talk to an ignorant child like you! If you here
someone talking to you like that you had better run like hell, because it's the Devil, and He's coming to carry you off to eternal damnation."
I felt very sorry for the poor man, because he was spending his life trying to teach people about god, and he didn't even know him.
Being a precocious child, in the next few years I read the bible over and over to learn more about my friend. By 11 I was reading the Koran, the
Vedas, the Upanishads, the way of the Tao, and works by every commentator on every religion I could find.
At 14 I coaxed the minister into giving me a church key so I could teach Sunday School in our little town, studying more and learning to play the
organ for the childrens' hymns. Although it was a rough red-neck town, all the children of all religions came.
In my early 20s I had an NDE, for which I have always been grateful, saw heaven for myself, and met god in a different and wonderful way.
There are no barriers to heaven; no angels with flaming swords to keep the "unsaved" out. God has no religion. Like any good parent, his primary
concern is that we be good to each other and take care of this world we have been given.
The only hell is the shame and fear that can keep one's soul trying to escape God, afraid of being close to one who knows everything you have ever
thought and done and wanted to do.
Jesus understood these tormented souls, which is why he taught about the good shepherd, and preached love and forgiveness.
Sai Ram, my friends. (I worship the god within you.)