posted on Jan, 11 2009 @ 08:47 PM
Wow, I think there is some truth to what you have said. Reflecting back on myself, when I was most desperate and open minded an answer suddenly
appeared within me. I guess I was in a similar situation. I was contimplating suicide and I was absolutely miserable, but then I decided there must be
something more. Something is not right. There is something missing. So I pretty much kept that in mind and set off everyday like some sort of quest. I
didnt know how, I didnt know where, and I didnt know what the hell I was looking for. I just needed something. Some sort of guidence or direction.
Some sort of truth to escape my eternal confusion and helpless damnation.
Then I had the most profound spiritual revelation of my life. Now I know that I am being taken care of. Not from something outside of me, but by being
in this new position inwhich I stand.