Today I passed the biggest block in my TK. I started doing Tk around last year, I would practise here and there for a week on a paper psi wheel and
not go weeks or months without practising it again. I can't believe how I used to struggle to affect the psi wheel on pen (not needle thats even more
ridiculous).. It wasn't until I had a serious meditation on my motives around august that got me motivated to practise TK regularly if not, at least
3 times a week.
I started all over again with the paper and using a webcam to record my results, i kept a journal, sort of as an affirmation and to look at later to
see just how much time I put into it, now I'm feeling time and practise have little meaning but the results can be percieved as derived from such.
First paper on pen with 2 hands and barely able to feel the wheel, then up to switching up the hands, postures, etc etc.. now I can sense the objects
without proximity, as long as I can see it (perhaps that will change as well).
For about a year I cursed this red cardboard wheel, which when placed on a pen tip, I could stare it for hours without seeing it budge a
millimeter.
A few months into my serious TK routine, I had 2 powerful days of meditation, that was the first time I was able to move the red wheel even a little,
but more then that, a few rotations as is seen in my video. The only other time I tried to move the wheel and decided to have a powerful meditation of
gathering energy, after 45 minutes I felt like jumping off the wall. I put my hand by the wheel and it rapidly spun around.
But since the demonstration in the video I have been unable to do it again, until today. It is within my common ability now, just like the paper. The
pin has become a thick pen tip, the paper has become cardboard. I'm going to try bottle caps after some more success with the red wheel.
Tis a good day. I think I owe much to the subliminal work, I really feel and believe I can manifest anything, and so that wall of doubt is gone.
I was also able to spin the paper under the plastic jug again.
Still only using the drag effect however, which I know this time I consciously set out to do.
If I roll the bottle cap, i'll make another video.
EDIT: For a year that red wheel has cursed me with its percieved immobility! I'm free, lol
[edit on 28-1-2009 by CavemanDD]