reply to post by v0rtexc0rtex
I think that what you experienced was an abduction experience that the perpetrators KNEW you would try to blame on "being drugged" b/c of your past
history (as stated in your post). They know precisely what to do in order to deceive you.
Imagine this: There's an "enemy" force that works to DECEIVE humanity. They understand our physiology so intimately it's incredible.
They understand that if you alter the levels of dopamine and seratonin in the human mind (as well as potassium levels, etc) you can then CONTROL the
behavior of that individual.
They understand the parameters and capabilities of the human mind FAR beyond what mankind has come to understand...
In other words, they can "play tricks" with your mind.
In my humble opinion:
(a) you're not crazy;
(b) you should NOT be judged for drug usage in this arena, as you were NOT under the influence at the time of the event - you saw what you saw;
(c) the little asian men were probably grays - portraying themselves as something that, to you, would NOT induce panic or violence against them;
(d) the larger man was probably their handler. I noted you had no firm description of this "man" - tell me... what did he look like? Got an image
in your mind? Or is that one's face left "blank" in your memory? *smiles*
In other words, the grays grabbed you, you really did see what you saw, and you're left with a MILLION questions standing in the dust after the
perptrators of this violent crime are LONG GONE and UNDETECTABLE
Here's some seemingly unrelated questions for ya:
Are you Native American or Irish/Celtic in descent? (considering ALL bloodlines).
Do you have an affinity with animals?
Did you have monsters that lived in your closet or under your bed as a kid?
Ever have a habit of waking up around 3am?
Ever wake up with your clothes on backward/wrong?
Ever wake up in the wrong bed?
Ever wake up in the wrong house?
Do you ever smell sulfur, burnt matches, moldy/wet cardboard in your home when you wake up in the morning?
Do you ever wake up with bruises, puncture wounds, or "scoops" out of your skin that you simply cannot explain?
I'll be interested in your responses... *smiles*
If you truly want answers and you are seeking truth then:
After you read up on Derrel Sims, The Alienhunter (former US Army Military Policeman; former CIA Operative and Trainer; TX Private Investigator;
UFO/Abduction Investigator (40+ years); and ABDUCTEE) you should contact him directly.
He'll be able to help you out in finding the truth about what you've experienced in your life. I know he cleared up MANY things for me and many
[edit on 3-1-2009 by 12m8keall2c]