posted on Dec, 28 2008 @ 02:16 AM
I have officially tried to meditate one time. It went ok, but it was a long time ago. I have an active mind, and I also feel that I am a smart,
observant person, not sure which came first. In the last six months to a year, I have almost blasted off of this planet with the thoughts that race
through my mind and the possibilities that they could mean.
Synchronicity and intuition have emerged as two very powerful indicators in my life. Synchronicity as in the thoughts in my head seem to leap onto
other peoples tongues, and intuition as in I will look at my cell phone the moment before it rings and know exactly who is calling me, or certain
words will be repeated in my mind only to reveal themselves later that day/week/etc.
Only three weeks ago, I was lying in bed going to sleep. Mundane thoughts were on my mind and suddenly I felt a certain physical sensation in my
head(nothing divine or anything like that) and I latched onto it. This sensation simply felt like I was flexing my brain, but as well as my facial
muscles and neck muscles(which undoubtedly I was doing). I easily managed to maintain the sensation for at least three or four minutes, but the
remarkable part for me was that I was able to calm my mind for the duration. I could feel thoughts entering my consciousness, seemingly from physical
directions, and I could push them away with my will. My mind was thoughtless, and it felt good. Now, there were thoughts in my head, but they were so
much diminished that they were more emotions or feelings than words or thoughts.
My point is, through simply expanding my knowledge and thinking critically about everything, I have set up my mind and my body to be open to
spontaneous moments of meditation and clarity. I know that not everyone is like me and has as powerful(?) a mind as I, but I also think that anything
OFF TOPIC somewhat, but relevant.
Almost a year ago, this experience jump started my journey:
One night I was having a very intense conversation with a friend, and at the same time researching. He was telling me the story of what happened to
him in the last year when he and I did not talk often, and I was researching indigo children and thinking about the possibilities that the future
could hold, and the mysteries of our great past. He would tell me part of the story (he is maddeningly deliberate) and I would slide the laptop over
to him to read what I had been looking at. It was two completely different topics, but they had some kind of synergy.
His story ended (a story involving mental institutions, probation and drug abuse) when he said "And the game is up." Immediately I knew he meant
jail time, and he was astounded that I was able to guess that. More on that later.
My moment came when I put everything, and I mean EVERYTHING together. I had recently learned about AAT, or our alien origins, and in one eloquent
sentence, I managed to string together aliens, the ancient Eqyptians, christianity, the ways that we've been misled in modern times, indigo children
and, the big one, the realization of divine energy AKA synchronicity or oneness, the realization that everything we are is the essence of the one true
energy. I blew my own mind, I blew his mind, and I blew the universe's mind. I felt high because I put everything together.
Since then, I have been on a spiritual journey probing my own consciousness, unfortunately without meditation due to a frantic lifestyle(college). If
there are any doubters reading this, doubt no more. There is a truth, and it seems that meditation is one of the most efficient ways to reach it.
There is so much we do not know as a species, but fortunately all of the information is already in our head, we just have to learn to read it.
One more thing next post.