Originally posted by Good Wolf
It's probably got more to do with the fact that all the religions have equal amounts of subjective 'evidence' (and I use that term lightly).
It came down to faith, which is belief without evidence. It was a comfortable belief with a loving God and eternity of paradise and all that jazz, but
I had nothing but the bibles word to go on. Frankly to believe it, I felt like I was deceiving myself, refusing to face the possibility of oblivion
just cos it's hard and unsightly.
I'll believe in God when he shows up and leave evidence to believe beyond reasonable doubt.
You are no different than I was. To me it doesn't even matter if it's real or not. I know the things Jesus taught - not what the church teaches
is the truth. I knew it before I even realized it was in the bible and that Jesus said such things. All I ever knew was what the church preached
and how the church preached it. It never made sense to me, it never changed me or anything.
I didn't believe until I saw either. I think it's a natural part of seeking, which is required to actually find god. I was never told the name
Jesus, or anything like that. I was shown that names and idols were not the important part, the important thing was the example and teachings brought
forward. The church teaches to worship the idol as a way of hiding those teachings to people.
The church teaches external god so that when you look and don't find God externally, they can take the place of god. If you look internally, and
you truly seek - you will find god. Jesus taught people they were the authority, he taught them of freedom, wisdom and so on, not the servitude,
slavery and the way of the church.
The church is the church of Satan. I think it would be foolish of you to let them and their hypocrisy keep you from understanding the true words in
what Jesus said. Don't look at the idol, his image(which the church has changed to resemble the anti-christ, not his true description), look at the
understanding he is trying to bring in his parables.
And you can also come to these same understandings without the bible. I did. But it took awhile(years), and in the end I pretty much came to
understand Jesus(and I was as anti-religion as you are now).
My best advice if you are truly interested and want to seek is to study up on consciousness and what it is. How it relates to perception and
perspective, and how you have a unique and limited perspective on the universe. What are YOU? Is it your body? What is it that allows you
understand what it is "to be"? That feeling of "I AM". Your eyes take in light, convert that into electrical singles that travel to the back
of the brain, where they are presented in the image "You" see. To whom and what are these things being presented to? Who is the observer inside
you? The man in the machine?
The church teaches you not to question. Exactly opposite of what Jesus said. In order to seek you have to ask questions. Ask questions and think
about the answers, they will come and they will make sense.
Truth is, you are part of god.