reply to post by dominicus
And likewise, its been a pleasure meeting you via the internet. I am a chicky (for the reference purpose).
To totally get off subject here, Im going to propose something else I have recently took belief in, and its the idea of soul groups. A group can come
here, for this experience or to aid someone or something in the experience....and sometimes when we meet those others who just seem to be like a
'self' of you...in a way it is. A self of a soul group that came here together. I have recently been meeting these others that I just feel a
'click' with. I know that idea is really out there to some, but I feel that most of my family is a part of a 'soul group that came to help
eachtother along the way and I feel there are many others out there that belong to this same.
Thank you for giving credit to this topic. The purpose for me really runs deep, I have felt most of my life that many people thought they had it
right, they ment well to tell you the way....but it wasnt doing for me what I felt a 'divine message' should do for me. The only way others could
really know if I mean well would be to know me in real life....so in this Lions Den if you will, I know its taking the chance that many wont give it
the time of day and call me names in the process
(EVEN MOVING MY FREAKING THREAD
I think we are at a awesome time in 'life' and ages. I have recently become VERY happy to be here experiencing this crazy world. For 3 yrs. I was
buried in stuff I felt the need to study and understand. While intaking this information of mankinds histories and beliefs, I needed little sleep and
little food. I can only look back now and see that, for at the time of it, those kinda of things werent really occurring to me. I felt certain
information is what 'awoken' me if you will.
With in this past yr. I made some decisions of my faith and claimed them to the heavens...for I knew I couldnt go on endlessly researching everything
possible. That claim, after much time with a humbled heart, made me understand something very deep once I realised that after this claim, my 'God'
Higher One of all things, had not left me but was all the more with me. Call it the Elohim, God, my angels, I just like to call it Thee. It is just
comfortable to me...but what I realized, was that to brake away from the studying and to continue on for my soul to grow, there was now a point of no
turning back. For me to turn back away after discovering all of this, would be worst thing I could do for my soul. For days I dwelt with these
thoughts. It takes time to understand and convinece yourself that 'by telling others what I think' ' I am NOT being egotisticle, I am only doing a
will for Thee that is Pure.
Then what people think goes on the back burner (even though that is tough because I am very socail and enjoy friends). To go from crowds that think
alike to very few in between that think alike....was hard, but yes humbling. You realize..........*smiles* you, we any single one of us, are never
I could of gladly went off to some forest and lived as a hermit the rest of my life after finding what I feel was 'feeling' the divine in all
things. *shakes head* there is no words to describe. There is nothing that can convince me that Thee is wrathful and damning. If Thee is patient,
then the makes a way. Mabey that way is 'regeneration'.
Im forever a student in this world, learning from the environment and other people (other selves).
hehe, I know some of my thoughts are out there. I look forward to reading/talking more with ya.
Peace to all,