Sometimes people forget to realise that just because someone is aware, does not mean they care about you.
Some people are egotisticaly aware and not spiritualy aware.

Positivity and Negativity are different things to different people as everything in life is. This movement has allways been about following no one and people get confused and controlled along the way by others. WE are living in the age of self-mastership, not fellowship students anymore.

Although I may come off as negative, I only speak with hope, truth and my heart from what I see and how much I wish it would change.

I'm in so much pain from my extra-sensory perception, empathic, telepathy ect. Sometimes I break down and cry until im sick, dizzy, weak and about to collapse, one time I thought my heart was going to stop. This isn't all about flower pedals and rainbows, although I wish it was, when people think im weak because I love, I know how strong I must be to live on so sick and alone with all this love. Now the devil laughs. God help us!

Beyond everything, I feel, see and embrace creational love. In the same letter I also feel, see and embrace world pain. The only thing that matters to me is people living together in complete and utter peace. Without feelings of suffering and pain, how would you care about anything?
You wouldn't



[edit on 17-12-2008 by DarkCyrus]

Originally posted by WEOPPOSEDECEPTION
Suppressing the ego won't work, that's only more ego coming in the back door. Enough to realize that who you are cannot be known by the mind, but you are not ego because ego is an activity, not an actual thing. It is conditioning that began at birth, kind of like our inheritance from the world.
It takes a little courage at first to decline the "status quo" but after a while it becomes natural and feels like home.

I think this is a very good point.

It's reacting that gets attention. Kind of like a dog senses fear and goes after the person as they run.

It's how are body, minds and spirits react with the situations going on around us.

Do we sit and experience? Do we delve in? To what depth?

If we are to busy always reacting, all the time, how can we ever see the doors to higher existence or awareness?

struggling with their new state of awareness someone stated; "Now that I have been 'awakened', my struggle is: how do I..."

There is a Zen saying, "Before Enlightenment chop wood carry water, after Enlightenment, chop wood carry water."

this concept is a start.