posted on Jun, 8 2004 @ 06:54 PM
strange, I have never had a dream where I actually died, I guess somewhere in my head I dont want to die, so that in a way prevents "death" from
happening in my dreams. Although I have "seen" many events in my dreams I seem to have yet to actually get hurt. Its like I am almost always an
Now on the other hand I have had plenty real dreams that felt like they were actually happening, getting speeding tickets, fooling around with a women
other then my wife, fooling around with a women who is a complete stranger, fooling around with an ex but in a setting that is unknown yet real.
Getting arrested, getting into a fight, getting caught doing something I was not supposed to, etc. And all of these when I wake up momentarily I
realize I am in my bed where I am supposed to be and that the events in my dream did not happen. Then I usually go back to sleep and either the dream
picks up for a few moments and then abruptly ends.
Maybe for me this is the end of the line, no more rebirth. I think its possible to have past lives and at some point you are no longer reborn. This is
dependant upon how old your soul is. The younger you are (soul wise) I think the more adapt you are at coping with "death" knowing that you will be
coming back around to fullfill your souls mission. Where old souls have to cram everything in on this journey because there is no more coming back.
And this makes me sad, sad to know that you will never feel the wind on your face, or the taste of your favorite food, or the sent of a beautiful
women, or the soft touch of her skin. This makes you appreciate all life, whether an innocent bug or animal or a delicate plant.