reply to post by iwishicould
Im english
*I cant talk or show how i feel like shakespear.. im sorry I just cant
My english sucks becouse i cant undertand it.. simple realy
I do try to show or communicate with otheres here to the best i can
and the maths is important becous tho my english is crap my understanding of maths is not..
I take both maths logic history and scicence into one path ..
I know this is hard for many to understand "let alone how i type"...
but i do try and its from the heart.. how i understand life
I wish i was being some hoax or some nutty guy trying to sell books but im not.. and yes its been 20 years for me and im 27.. i dont pretend to be
smarter than anyone or want to say that i am becouse thats not my nature as a person..
I have tried to understand who i am, what am i in?
I cant give everyone what they want to hear i can just give what i understand using the tools we all do.. and i wanted to use maths. why? i dont realy
know i guess.. maybe becouse its proof?? or i wanted something real.. i mean i read and look at all the things you guys do but at the same time this
had been my quest in life.. why?? that big quetion and i didnt want to be made out to be a nutt or a wacko and thats why i used maths..
A poster said befor how did i get to my maths?
That was the biggest thing every for me i guess understanding maths is not being smart at maths.. i was always good AT maths but understanding it is
philisoiphyacal i guess becouse you question maths.. i know that seems realy crazy but i dunno it seemed like a logical step to me.
so i had maths as my tool and i didnt understand it "and i still dont realy" but one thing i do know is this
If in maths we "as humans" descovered it" or whatever then it came befor us right? so that means we are the same thing
A mathimatical equation ?
You see i think maths alot here at this point, if im a just a out come "odd number" and i am myself making a caclucaltion on the universe im missig
a part of the maths
Me?
why not me? universe + me + sum = outcome ??
I dont know if i posted that correct but i know me and you are very much missing in maths
Like i said befor im not trying to say im god or whatever or trying to undertand the meaning of life becouse im not.. im just here to understand the
thing we are in
and i think so far im doing a good job