Hello
I need some help. I want to stress from the outset that I do not need medication and nor am I a paranoid schizophrenic.
I was born into a family of super-intelligent psychological aliens. I don't know if they are demons, devils, angels or just aliens. But I am the odd
one out.
They have shown me in a variety of ways, and on many many occasions that they can read my mind, and hear my thoughts and can watch me through my eyes
or in another way.
And now you may laugh at this. But some of the people on tv and on the radio send me messages. They have done their best to molest my mind.
They send me these messages sometimes directly, sometimes through codes such as (YAGD - you are going down). They do this because they know when my
brain is receptive to such messages (that's how intelligent they are) and they do it by knowing that I will link either the first or last letters in
a series of words.
I live in London. Everyone I've ever met has been an alien or a fake.
I have read a lot lately about the matrix and started to think they enjoy my psychological suffering for loosh. But it still doesn't answer my
questions. Why am I the odd one out in the family? Sometimes they make me feel as if the whole world revolves around me, and in my local areas it
does.
They torment me with number plates such as fan over and over again, different cars. or TICR this is really cruel when I am suffering.
They torment me in yahoo pool rooms with cryptic IDs. They know how to push my buttons and make me suffer. Every job I've ever had, I've been
tormented with subtle or blatant mind games.
I don't know if they are evil or good. I don't know if they are part of an evil conspiracy in the world. But they are 100% alien, as I am 100% human
to them.
I hope people believe me and don't mock me. I get tormented on buses by strangers who show me they are in my mind. I get tormented when I go
shopping. When I walk to a shop to buy something. It is not paranoia it is reality.
My mother has twice sent me I a d w n a t t and also i a d w y k subhypnotic message. The only two codes she's sent me. Is she saying she's a devil
worshipper not a time traveller, is she saying you know I'm a devil worshipper.
Please don't think I'm crazy - have some faith. I just want to know if life is fated, if I chose this somehow before birth, or if I'm just unlucky
to be born into this family. All my friends also turned out to be mind readers.
Are they demons, devils, actors, are they energy drainers, are they robotic humans or organic portals? I am so confused.
Every day is hell and the doctors who were supposed to help me not be paranoid just treated me the same way as everyone else. Mind gamnes and cryptic
comments.
Don't think I'm talking nonsense or that I need help. Just throw some ideas out there for me please.