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Topic started on 2-12-2008 @ 04:05 AM by the_choiceless_one
Hello

I need some help. I want to stress from the outset that I do not need medication and nor am I a paranoid schizophrenic.

I was born into a family of super-intelligent psychological aliens. I don't know if they are demons, devils, angels or just aliens. But I am the odd one out.

They have shown me in a variety of ways, and on many many occasions that they can read my mind, and hear my thoughts and can watch me through my eyes or in another way.

And now you may laugh at this. But some of the people on tv and on the radio send me messages. They have done their best to molest my mind.

They send me these messages sometimes directly, sometimes through codes such as (YAGD - you are going down). They do this because they know when my brain is receptive to such messages (that's how intelligent they are) and they do it by knowing that I will link either the first or last letters in a series of words.

I live in London. Everyone I've ever met has been an alien or a fake.

I have read a lot lately about the matrix and started to think they enjoy my psychological suffering for loosh. But it still doesn't answer my questions. Why am I the odd one out in the family? Sometimes they make me feel as if the whole world revolves around me, and in my local areas it does.

They torment me with number plates such as fan over and over again, different cars. or TICR this is really cruel when I am suffering.

They torment me in yahoo pool rooms with cryptic IDs. They know how to push my buttons and make me suffer. Every job I've ever had, I've been tormented with subtle or blatant mind games.

I don't know if they are evil or good. I don't know if they are part of an evil conspiracy in the world. But they are 100% alien, as I am 100% human to them.

I hope people believe me and don't mock me. I get tormented on buses by strangers who show me they are in my mind. I get tormented when I go shopping. When I walk to a shop to buy something. It is not paranoia it is reality.

My mother has twice sent me I a d w n a t t and also i a d w y k subhypnotic message. The only two codes she's sent me. Is she saying she's a devil worshipper not a time traveller, is she saying you know I'm a devil worshipper.

Please don't think I'm crazy - have some faith. I just want to know if life is fated, if I chose this somehow before birth, or if I'm just unlucky to be born into this family. All my friends also turned out to be mind readers.

Are they demons, devils, actors, are they energy drainers, are they robotic humans or organic portals? I am so confused.

Every day is hell and the doctors who were supposed to help me not be paranoid just treated me the same way as everyone else. Mind gamnes and cryptic comments.

Don't think I'm talking nonsense or that I need help. Just throw some ideas out there for me please.




reply posted on 2-12-2008 @ 05:07 AM by Beamish
Your situation sounds dire in the extreme. Posting it on these boards may well not have been the best step, in my opinion, if you are truly looking for help.

What makes you believe ATS has the expertise needed to alleviate your situation, or even be able to offer sound, balanced advice?

This is a discussion board.

Does your situation need discussing or changing?
(From your descriptions, I am not sure how you can change your life if everyone around you, in your opinion, appears to be alien or fake.)

There are no real experts here, again in my opinion, when it comes to the subject of this type of "event". There are many who will happily latch on to the themes you have offered for our inspection, as these themes appeal to certain mind-sets and interests.
Be wary.
You will attract replies from those who will insist they are going through the same experiences, and who will go on to litter their posts with fantasy and rhetoric. They will only feul your problem, willingly or not, and not with a mind to making it go away.
If that's what you want, then fine.
You are in the right place.

For what it's worth, this is my 2cent's worth of advice:

I am assuming you are young, possibly in your teens, and that how you are supposed to operate in normal life is pretty much an indecipherable puzzle. That much is clear from your posts. However

that will not last.

Things change. For the better. Believe me. But you have to work at it, and hard, and be willing to accept real help.

You indicated that you have seen medical professionals. You also mentioned, more than once, that we should not consider you crazy or paranoid. We cannot make that assumption from just a few lines of text, though the obvious temptation to do so will sit heavily with some. But saying that, it has to be pointed out that everything you have so far said points towards you labouring under some kind of ongoing, debilitating psychological happening. I'm sorry to say that, but it needs to be said. You have my sympathy, and I say that with great sincerity. The "matrix" you think you are in might be of your own, unknowing creation. Wouldn't it be nice to step outside of it?

You are not surrounded by aliens. No one is reading your mind. It might just feel like everyone is on your case at the moment, but that happens to us all at some point.

If professional help has been offered, take it. There is no conspiracy aimed squarely at you.

But remember above all, you are not, and never will be alone. ATS does offer a good sounding board for such subjects as you mentioned. It also offers a real sense of community, and I honestly think that you will make friends here, strong, solid friends who will constantly be there for you, if you choose to stay.

I'll start it off by hitting the friend button.

This is done with faith in you to be able to see through the fog that's surrounding you.



reply posted on 2-12-2008 @ 05:51 AM by cropmuncher
Hello mate, i will try to ease ur worries if just a little....bear with me
Originally posted by the_choiceless_one
I need some help.

Firstly it's good you are asking as it's not an not easy thing to do when you feel so isolated but you have be prepared to hear what people are saying when you are asking.


I was born into a family of super-intelligent psychological aliens. I don't know if they are demons, devils, angels or just aliens. But I am the odd one out.

Now im not saying they are not but it's easy to feel like the black sheep when other family members have chosen a different path in life or have closer ties to thier parents than another - i should know as i too am the odd one out.

They have shown me in a variety of ways, and on many many occasions that they can read my mind, and hear my thoughts and can watch me through my eyes or in another way.

They prob know you quite well and so it seems like they can second guess your thought's etc esp if they are privately concerned about you as they would be keeping a close eye on you & your behaviour, this would imo be due to the fact that they love you and are worried for you. You may not want to believe me nor trust or even like your parents but what i can pretty much garantee is that they will love you in a way parents do which is usually unconditional and so will only want you to be happy & well etc & even if u feel no one loves u you can always know that your parents do!

I live in London. Everyone I've ever met has been an alien or a fake.

Although im tempted to agree with you i doubt that everyone is. Unfortunately london is a big fast placed, multiculteral city full of people with no time to spare anyone - not that they are bad necessarlily but they may seem unfriendly on the whole. lonely places cities!

I hope people believe me and don't mock me. I get tormented on buses by strangers who show me they are in my mind. I get tormented when I go shopping. When I walk to a shop to buy something. It is not paranoia it is reality.
Have you ever been bullied? serial bullying can cause serious psychological scarring & leaves victim with a condintion known as hypervigilance which bubbles along sub conciously. Do you find the further away you are geographically it gets better? It does for me.

My mother has twice sent me I a d w n a t t and also i a d w y k subhypnotic message. The only two codes she's sent me. Is she saying she's a devil worshipper not a time traveller, is she saying you know I'm a devil worshipper.
Please don't think I'm crazy - have some faith. I just want to know if life is fated, if I chose this somehow before birth, or if I'm just unlucky to be born into this family.Are they demons, devils, actors, are they energy drainers, are they robotic humans or organic portals? I am so confused. All my friends also turned out to be mind readers.

It's unlikely the above is really the case.

I want to stress from the outset that I do not need medication and nor am I a paranoid schizophrenic.
Every day is hell and the doctors who were supposed to help me not be paranoid just treated me the same way as everyone else. Mind gamnes and cryptic comments.

All i can suggest is that if you dont want the doctors to help you & want to try to sort it yourself u have to stop telling them what your going through which may not be the best solution. Are you are have you been into recreational drugs as that can lead to issues such as these, not asking for an answer to that but you will know what i mean (be honest with ur self-difficult i know but often helps).
It can be a very lonely experience going through what your going through and i wish you all the best and hope you get through this my friend. Im not an alien or have not used any cryptic mind stuff in this post, im just a guy who knows what your going through & feels your pain! u2u me if you want. Take care


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