posted on Dec, 15 2008 @ 09:01 AM
I'm female. I think it's a different "drive" for different people. Biological, spiritual or societal. I'm fairly certain my sister's boy had
something to do with a spiritual contract. Her story:
She had an abortion at a young age. Years later, she married and had a baby. When he was about 2 1/2 years old, she had some feelings of guilt and
remorse about having the abortion. Her little boy walked in on her one day while she was crying and asked her what was wrong. Since being totally
honest with him was a high priority with her, she explained, in the best way she could what she was crying about. He turned up to her and said, "Mom.
Don't cry. That was me. I came back."
A couple years ago, my nephew, Zachary, died at 29 years old. The contract was apparently short-lived.
With me, I think it was a combination of biological, spiritual and societal. I had ALWAYS wanted a baby from deep within my core! I tried SO hard to
get pregnant, but never did. My doctor said it wasn't going to happen. When I met my (now) husband, within 4 months, I was pregnant. It turned out to
be ectopic and since it threatened my life, I had to have it removed. But the experience brought us together like nothing else could. It solidified
After that, I had to get my tubes tied to make sure I wouldn't get pregnant again because it was dangerous to me. Since then, though, I have lost all
desire to have a child. I don't even really like kids very much at all. Which is really strange. I know I would have loved my own child, but
especially with the troubles in the world now, I'm really glad we don't have kids.