"Well since this is the internet and nobody knows me i will explain why i am on benefits.Since i was 15 i suffered from your average anxiety...by age
16 this had evolved into minor agoraphobia...My GCSE's were basically me looking at the clock and leaving as fast i could to get home to my
room.After leaving school because of this it became worse and worse....by age 17 ish my family still had no idea about anything i was thinking or
going through...to them i was lazy and wouldnt get a job,i was thrown out the house a few times in which case there was a spot about 2 miles away that
was secluded in the forest where i slept away from everyone.Age 18 my family for some reason or other found out i had problems...so i agreed to see a
mental health worker after much much fighting against it...Right now i havent left my house for 7 months,i have not seen any of my friends for 3
months and im basically rotting away.Been on benefits for two years and i still dont see much of a future,been down the suicide route,i drink most of
the time to blunt off the fact i see the same walls 24 hours a day 7 days a week...and when i do go out after drinking heavily to blur out my
existance i make a fool of myself.Every single person i know from school has left for either their own flats,jobs, university etc I dont know anyone.I
sit here day after day after day doing nothing...i pressure my mother into getting me some beers because i cant leave the house to get them myself.I
sit here on the net,get drunk,fall asleep.Wake up turn on tv,turn on pc...same same same same everyday.Anyway you dont know me and this was a good
rant for me anyway...does this justify me being on dole? probably not...and i dont care...because writing that was good."
I feel your pain brother, because I am in a similar situation to you also. Sit around, hut for work, drink cider (which I'm doing now) and feeling
sorry for myself. However, at some point you have to take personal responsibility for your actions and try to make something from life, no matter how
hard it is. I used to consider the dole 'claiming back my taxes' from a #ty governement but cancelled two days ago because it was not helping my
situation. Have you not considered that quitting alcohol would aid you in life? If you google Ibogaine you may find something that can help you quit
the addiction (if you have one). And yes, you have anxiety issues. However, most people face adversity of sorts in life, and that's the way it is.
You either sink or you swim and that depends on your own labour and ingenuity. How could it be any other way and why would you want it any other way?
When you suceed in life, against the odds, would you not want to stand and say 'I conquered!' rather than 'I was bailed out!'?
I'm a good socialist (

) so I'll offer you a room on behalf of my parents who are considering fostering. We can talk crap about conspiracies and
politial ideologies.
As for you socialists not giving me your money. How dare you? I offered you the easy option and you refused me my rights! Now it's the hard way, and
the gov is coming round your house to take your possessions because I'm too lazy to work and spend my money drinking cider.
Also, I need a new kidney, so if anyone has two, send me a PM and I'll have a man with a cooler come to your place and extract a kindey for me. Then
we'll arrange how we pay the surgeon for his skill to intergrate it into my biological system.