reply to post by blujay
hi blujay, and thanks for sharing with us.
my awakening process was spread over many years; stage 1 was after a NDE in 1980, jumped me to the realization of design and purpose in life;
then in 2000 I had a pulmonary embolism, and stage 2 started, for i was doing well with the matters of spirit, but it was like a door opened and
everywhere i looked I either saw the chains of working for the Man, or the blinders that kept everyone from seeing forest for the trees, and realized
1). the PTB and MSM were not for the good of the people, only themselves;
2). Too many things did not add up when it came to ufo's and many other things;
3). The only way I found to be happy was to change my self away from a sheep following the shepherd, to question everything, seek out and find my own
answers, and form my own conclusions.
All things should be a matter of free choice and free will, tempered with love, truth, trust, and passion for all things.
I am happy inside, for I know who I am, what I believe in, and know every thing i do is governed by my choices; I just have to choose wisely.
and if, along the way, I meet more like myself, we'll just share the road and the fun together.