I'm sure this is all because of what I read at this fellow's dream post coupled with ATS use in general.
I had a dream that I was waking up, and to my surprise the Avatar Simon Gray was just off the side of my bed, smiling calmly as he slowly pulled his
arm back in what I translated was relasing my arm or pulling back from a completed injection.
Sleeping, I was aware that I had been sleep interrorgated. But awoken I wanted to know what it was and was disappointed that I didn't get to
participate. My arm felt really tense. And I curious'd over it for a minute.
I dreampt I was so relieved, and I boohoo'd my disturbance about another dream I had had in which army intelligence and civil air patrol workers at
the air base broke a needle tip off in my upper arm as I slept the night as the token female adult at a youth group overnight camp.
They had held me down, grappled with my legs, even punched while-laughing and having good fun getting to stick me-and broke the friken needle tip
Awake, it still blazes in pain.
I didn't get a response to that, though, it was good just to say, "Hey, f**k!", and I didn't really ask a question.
Dream realizing that I was free to function, I briefly dreampt a few thoughts into the dream. The brief hope that his girlfriend wouldn't be pissed
or retaliatory that her babe had to deal with a chick, the insane hope that he had asked all the right questions and got everything he needed-as I had
dreampt some concern over his safety while I dream connected other dreams. Then and finally I asked if-I could go get a smoke. I recieved a neither
here nor there kinda nicely smirked, "sure".
While he was on pause as I retrieved a smoke, my mind raced the dream connections: I had dreampt that he had been the victim in yet another dream that
I had had, that were in the theme serial massacres at Rocky Horror Picture shows, and that Simon Gray had in fact, not only been what Rocky Horror
Picture shows were themed after, but himself had gone on to retire/recover from whomever he was really, to continue on as the ATS bartender as the
result of this same massacreing rouge hitting at one of his house parties and killing his dearest frends.
And at and in addition to, in this new, more new aged, non smoking version of the last ATS bar, which had been more western themed in a dreamed
previous version, Simon Says had totally missed serving that same rouge person right in front of him, while he reeled from the previous experience,
and this ended up being vita to the rouges plot- as just before or just after Simon's serving of this person, the rouge went on with a team to wake
up an undead but suspended snake king who then went with the rouge to hit at a house party Avatar Zeddicus was holding, in which Avatar Zeddicus died
while getting his mouth sucked out by the undead king--who himself would later perish with a whole crapload of vampires during the kings effort to
raise the lower world to the upper world thus creating an actualized monster land-and I dreampt did actually occur for a brief time, but that the guy
who raised the king, a type of vampire, bilateralled as working to raise the ENTIRE lower land up--which was of demons. And he completed this
task--but for the master devil, which he claimed he could not raise-even though he could. He just thought he'd rule the place himself, while toting a
we'll all rule together advertisement to get to where he needed.
And thus was the interogation dream.
Well alot of it was dream, though there is a multitude of the dream connections that though they spring up in dreamland still sit with me as a minute
number to a huge number of what I still percieve to have been actual occurrances, occurring during forward-backward dimensional and just plain old
regular travel during the course of years of non parental, parental alien, non alien, abduction/non abduction. I'm trying to address many of them
forward and open--and there I leave off, still not knowing, exactly what to do. Someone gave me some actual good advice-but covered it with being a
complete jerk. Another day passes.
(edit: title change, last para moved to front)
[edit on 17-11-2008 by HugmyRek]
[edit on 17-11-2008 by HugmyRek]