posted on Nov, 14 2008 @ 10:29 AM
I've been having meditation problems as of late, too... but I must have gotten a little further in my astral travels than you because man when I
first got a hang of meditation, I was going all sorts of crazy places and seeing all sorts of crazy dimensions and just having profound info bombs and
stuff... but now it seems as if there is some opposing force intentionally blocking my meditation.... but for me, it already tried the blood and guts,
but I had already gotten a decent hang of meditation and got into some really peaceful states by then so it didn't affect me like it is affecting
you. That's weird because I don't like horror movies at all, but.... anyway.... the methods of blocking me were more of a physical nature....
poking, electric shock sensations, one time I got shoved, stabbing sensations in different parts of my body, especially my head, and I've had some
physical problems since then. I have always been a freestyle meditation type of dood... but lately the place I reside has been filling with not so
good vibes for some reason, but it's just an urging to get out.
I believe our problems, although different in symptoms, stem from a similar source. There are entities around you at all times. Some good and just
passing by, but some are parasitic and they don't want you to ever know about them or gain any knowledge of the possibility of them existing, so they
stifle your meditation, and depending on the personality type and the level of expanded awareness the person has, they have quite an extensive set of
methods for dealing with our astral pursuits.
For some people who have inherent abilities and pursue spiritual practices, but who don't have what would be considered true higher degrees of
awareness (still stuck in the ego), they will be allowed to travel here and there, they will be allowed a glimpse of the astral pane.... but a heavily
manipulated glimpse.... this is why you get all these people who get deep into meditation and proclaim themselves to be prophets and start speaking
like some sort of holier than thou deity or some cult leader.
Medical and psychological practices discounted the effects of negative spirits (demons) a long time ago, proclaiming science as the new
but I believe many many many of our seemingly incurable problems and diseases are symptoms of negative etheric and even negative extraterrestrial
influence (take certain viruses or highly exotic and bizarre diseases and parasites for example of the latter).
There's a lot we don't know about what constitutes living beings, and how and where a being can live... but it is precisely this ignorance that
prevents us from solving ESPECIALLY psychological disorders. There are all sorts of good and bad unseen forces out there, but I think what we're
dealing with mainly is one quite specific group, and it is this group that has designed everything about our society the way it is to distract us from
venturing inward into our minds and figuring out truth for ourselves, and if all else fails, including misleading and possession and things of that
nature, they will resort to all sorts of different severity levels of psychic and even physical assault.... in some cases resulting in catatonia,
paralysis, or death. These beings are powerful, but we are more more powerful once we realize it. They can only control or block you or hurt you if
you give into the fear and you allow them to hurt you.
For your safety, though, if these images are getting really really bad and horrifying.... I would find a Gnostic circle of some sort and/or contact a
monastery and talk to someone who has experience and training in dealing with these beings. It's hard to know who is legit, though... but going to
online Gnostic/Mystic forums and stating your case there might help.... even if you don't believe in what I'm proposing here.
Hell I hardly believe it muh'self.