Heh, a lot of what you wrote is pretty much spot on for me. I don't have the foggiest what to do if anything, maybe just 'hold the light' as some say or something else all together. For the moment it is a pretty surreal experience when i try to compare it with my life before this ephipany/benign brake down of the mental state ( ).
Detached about everything negative, soaking up good things and just a general feeling of peace. Even when i'm seeing the economic Tsunami building up
and knowing we just had some teaser waves i'm not stressed about it.
I don't think it is like in the movies where someone wakes up and knows he is 'The One'. It's more like people waking up to the realisation they
are 'one of many' waking up and for the most part doing maintenance, collecting positive vibes and just being a nice person. And enough people are
still consciously unaware but joining the non-fight nonetheless.
I'm looking at it playfully and suspect it is the way it should be looked at, no matter how bleak. I may come back on that statement in the future
when other shoes start dropping though.
[edit on 12-11-2008 by Harman]