posted on Nov, 12 2008 @ 01:14 AM
I really don't know how to explain this, I don't know where to even start. I joined this website because someone here may be able to help me. I've
never written about this before and i've certainly never told anyone. I guess i've been too embarassed. Let me get to the point.
Lately i've been having "memories" of events that i don't recall at the time having. The memories of strange aircraft(?) and of meeting someone
that wasn't quite human. Memories of strange lights where there wasn't supposed to be any lights. I'll relate what i can "remember" as best i
can.
It was the Summer of 1972. I was 13 years old and i was staying a few weeks with my cousins out in the counrty. I mean out in the sticks, nothing but
dirt roads and farm land. It was about 9 PM and we were walking down one of these dirt roads, about a mile from the nearest farm house, when we
noticed some lights out in the woods where there shouldn't have been any. Well needless to say, we jumped the ditch and climbed a fence and went into
the woods to investigate. We got into the thick of the woods and we could see lights of all colors shining out in all directions, we could hear
strange humming noises, and seeing people, figures, just outlines of who ever walking about in the woods. You couldn't make out what they were or
what they actually looked like because of the brightness of the back light. The last thing i remember is of one turning toward us. The next thing i
remember is lying on the side of the ditch we had jumped earlier. I remember having a strange feeling and goose-bumps all over. But it was a peaceful,
tranquil feeling. It's a hard feeling to explain or describe. All i can say is i felt rested, happy and at peace.
Now i know that sounds contrived or made up. I didn't even remember this until about 6 months ago and for some reason it just "came" to me out of
the blue. I don't know what "triggered" it. But now whenever i think of it, i get the distinct feeling that it wasn't the only time that happened.
I have thought about going and getting hypnotized or something, to see if i can recall anything else. But i'm afraid of being labeled a quack or
crazy. But i'm not crazy! (said the insane man!) Seriously, i am a normal person, or so i'd like to think. I go to work every day, I'm a Master
Electrician, I'm educated with an Ass. degree. I go to Church. I'm almost 50 for goodness sake. But i honestly believe that it was an encounter with
other worldly beings. I don't know who to talk to about this, that's why i'm here i suppose.
I'd like to think i'm not alone. That other people have had the same experience. But is it normal not to "remember" for 37 years and all at once
"recall" something like that? Has this happened to others? I have talked with my cousin and he doesn't remember anything, or so he says. But i got
the feeling he just didn't want to talk about it.
Now i want to know, what's next? how do i deal with these questions i have in my head? i'd really like to remember more. I'd really like to know
what happened to me that night. Who were these "people"? has anyone heard of something like this happening where you were happy and at peace
afterward? Seems all you ever hear about is someone being tortured or test ran on them or being abducted. Has anyone had a peaceful experience like
this? I never really thought i believed in all the abductions and such before, But now, I wonder if that's what happened to me.
I'd appreciate any comments. Any thoughts as to what happened or who they were or if you've heard of anything like this would be welcome. I may
sound like a crackpot, but if you knew me, you'd know that i am actually just an every day Joe.
I hope i explained what i was trying to say ok since this is the first post i've ever made. I just want answers. Thanks for letting me express myself
here.