I am not totally sure that it works, but.....
In the Paranormal world I often hear that you should be careful what you wish for.
I have been lusting after my Partners sister for some time. She is a very open and adventurous lover apparently and probably got the hottest...well
you get the idea.
Well I started opening up some of this psychic stuff and followed some goal visualisation work.
Well for some time I sat down meditated and visualised sensual and loving experiences with the sister (that did not all involve strengthening my
. I am actually quite a moral person, well I mean I honestly would not two time a partner and thought really that I was fantasising really.
This allowed me not to judge myself.
Now I had not seen the sister for sometime and this made the fascination and fantasy more real. Anyway an unfortunate sequence of events brought her
closer to her sister, my partner, and me. During emotional, stressful moments we got close and affectionate. We had a knowing look, we felt something
But I stopped short because I was drawn between being faithful to my partner and wanting to...well you know.
I started to think well this stuff works and I was chuffed because in my simple mind I had proof that the visualisation worked. But I felt in some way
I reneged on the deal.
Thing is, a few weeks later I was still thinking what I missed out on and thinking if I done the deed who would ever know? When my partner told me out
of the blue she is moving out!!!
I am now waiting to see what happens next. The sister has left a message a few times and I know she got my ex partners new number. But I am kacking
myself thinking whats ahead!!!!
You see part of me is thinking if I had gone ahead with the deed the relationship was at an end anyway. That's good.
But whats kacking me is that she wants a child and her partner doesn't. But during my visualisations on many occasions I felt warm loving feelings
when I asked her to have a child with me and I pictured her pregnant with my child.....and I ain't ready for diapers....
I don't know if this proof or not but either way.......anyone know how to stop it??
[edit on 25-11-2006 by T Trubballshoota]