Originally posted by ldyserenity
My real issue is I really have this very awful ability to subconciously "Program" any and all my boyfriends to go out and cheat on me. I really do,
I am tortured by thinking about it constantly until it really does happen. Even the father of my children whom I have been with for the last 17 years.
Yes he has done it more than once. I really think this is about mind control in that I worry so much about it and visualize it so much that I alter
their mind to go out and do it and I was wondering how can I stop myself from "pushing" them into it with my thoughts? How do I alter MY powers to
work to benefit me instead of being detrimental to me?
Well, if you really *do believe* in this theory, then you need to replace the negativity of your thoughts with positive thoughts, IMO.
While these activities have happened in the past to you, erase the history, stop worrying, and clear your mind.
Spend time thinking about your time with him/them in a positive way -- don't allow yourself to even think about external forces.
P.S. I don't know what the heck I'm talking about but my directions to you seem natural from an "outside perspective".
and...
years ago, I was seduced in this way, I believe, but he was a shaman of sorts....
Anyone know of a connection between shamanism and mind control?