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Originally posted by dubyaw
I am a victim of mind control. I hear voices. They come from any ambient noises such as a passing car or air conditioner. The voices can make me feel pain just by saying stuff like "your arm is broken." They can even sexually arouse me and make me orgasm and make me laugh. I can feel orbs on me when i try to sleep. These are electrostatic orbs. They tell me stuff like, "you masturbate so many times." I can only hear 2 voices at one time, they are normally my ex-roomate and his girlfriend. However, the voices change, as if they are on rotation, like shifts. Theres about half a dozen people i would say. They keep telling me that its a government experiment. Any one else experience this, e-mail me? -Brian email@example.com
Originally posted by ldyserenity
My real issue is I really have this very awful ability to subconciously "Program" any and all my boyfriends to go out and cheat on me. I really do, I am tortured by thinking about it constantly until it really does happen. Even the father of my children whom I have been with for the last 17 years. Yes he has done it more than once. I really think this is about mind control in that I worry so much about it and visualize it so much that I alter their mind to go out and do it and I was wondering how can I stop myself from "pushing" them into it with my thoughts? How do I alter MY powers to work to benefit me instead of being detrimental to me?
Well, it's like this shamans were the leaders of their tribes a lot of times and yes this would include all leaders even the ones of today, wouldn't you say?
And thank you and the poster above you for the advice. I dunno why I have this self defeating kinds of thought processes, it really becomes annoying!!!!