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I have had this happen to me. It seems quite close to your 'encounter'. I posted it in a sleep paralysis thread. I know you mentioned before that
you thought what was happening to you was different. Regardless. Your the first person I've heard of thats had this before. (Mind you I haven't been
researching it as much as you have and I appreciate it, none, the less.) If you want, below, is my experience on what happened. "Sorry if you find
it's too long."
First, I'll say all the incidents happen while I am in, what I think is sleep paralysis (SP). Since I have had SP many times(20+), the below
incidents are listed in the situations they occur in.
The pain on the lower-back spine area:
I was sleeping on my stomach. Usually I would be sleeping on my right side or stomach facing the left. Anyways, this time I was fully asleep and woke
into SP. I felt a throbbing on my lower back spine I lay there for a few seconds(more concerned on the lack of air going into my lungs) and the
throbbing began to get faster and harder. At this point the feeling felt like bone on bone ( lay your hand flat, fingers touching on a surface, take
your other hand and make a fist, begin to slowly rub your fist over your hand's knuckles and than go faster and harder, till it hurts.) Now imagine
that pain on your spine and not being able to move.
So, if you could imagine seen me laying asleep, motionless, yet in excruciating pain and frightened to death. This is where were at right now. I
hear something. I dont know if its a voice or just a sound... I ask(innocently) "who are you?" I hear, what sounds like DONNY, Don-ee, Don-Nee.
After the throbbing stops I hear, as clear as if spoken from beside me, 'Thank-You'. And then I force myself to wake-up.
The 'sexual' situation gone 'sour':
This incident happened on another night, after the incident above. At this time I have perfected my method of getting out of SP( its just some times
its harder to pull off) Anyways, This time again I was asleep and woke into SP(which is weird,considering most of the times I've been awake and
fallen into SP.) I remember being frozen, not just physically but mentally as well. Much like a deer freezes at the sight of bright-lights just before
its body turns into a corpse by a car. Sometime around then I felt (swear on [wat-eva] ) I felt hands molesting my genital region. I'm not gonna lie
it felt good. If it were up to me I'd of let things happen
but after a few moments It got from good to bad and it felt like pinching on the actual
testicle itself. And then I force myself to wake-up.
Both times, thankfully or not, has not happened again yet, I still remain to have SP. Although not as frequent.
In the beginning of my "SP life" I would always either awake into it or be awake and fall in to it. But every time I would feel as if I can't
breathe so instinctively I gasped for air(After I learned a 'technique' on how to get rid of SP.) I would awake scared as hell. After many times
being in SP I 'somehow' got passed the suffocating thing. Only to move on to...
The feeling, where if u struggle it gets worse, or feels like you'll 'die':
Again in SP. For the first time I feel pain in my jaw, pain from what seems like clenching my jaw shut. The more I struggle, the more I clench my
teeth, and inevitably the more pain. This has happened about 5-7 times always at the beginning of the SP incident. It was during these times that
always made me think if I was actually clenching my jaw in reality and not just in my mind.
I sometimes think that perhaps people like us are on the path to enlightenment and certain forces want us on "their team".
And then I force myself to wake up.
** also, on a side note, I aways see the number 222. Anyone else?***
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