posted on Oct, 31 2008 @ 09:24 AM
You are right. The kundalini only awakens once, but it can rise again and again. It is also quite possible for it to rise and stay risen for extended
From what you said about seeing lights around everything, you are now also having psychic experiences too. I saw what you described later on, but
initially I saw everything as particles of light moving at different speeds. The light in furniture, for example, moved much slower than the light in
what we consider living things to be. Even the air was/is made of moving light particles.
I never did have the physical discomforts that you are having, though, apparently that does happen with frequency. My difficulties arose from the
total annihilation of the ego and integrating the spiritual with the physical.
I almost wish I had had the physical problems like you are having so that I could tell you what helped me. The most I had was a tendency towards loss
of balance and lots of gentle tingling.
Do some googling on kundalini syndrome. You are not alone in this.
I wish you the best on this, this road less traveled; and if you wish for prayers, mine are with you.
Keep us updated.