Originally posted by spacecowgirl
reply to post by Malevolent_Aliens
The truth is, they are not to be trusted. The truth is, they lied to me and removed my own child from my womb. Not a hybrid, but my
I'm not sure what you went through but I can only imagine, not all ET's are to be trusted, there are the good, the bad and the ugly. Some of them
believe our DNA is rightfully theirs or they feel ownership over us, like we would over some animals. So taking a placenta would be like us taking
chicken eggs from a chicken.I know it doesn't sound right and I'm not talking about the majority of ET's only a few species that feel that way from
what I've learned. For whatever it's worth I'm sorry you had to go through whatever it is you went through.
Am I angry and bitter about it...you betcha!
I don't blame you, I wouldn't be surprised if I have had the same thing happen to me but was not allowed to remember. Keep in mind I have been
visited by the good and the bad. It took me a long time to get my questions answered and finally they allowed me to remember, I was explained the
different ET groups and what they were doing. The ET's I considered bad treated me carelessly from my perspective and those are the worst experiences
of my life but they did help me conquer fear.
Those particular ET's do not look at it that way at all I was told. they feel as if they treated me normal like we would a cat or dog. But as I
explained in one of my above posts we interpret things completely different from a human perspective and all encounters tend to be frightening to us
especially if we are fully conscious.
I was always returned unharmed for the most part but if you only saw my life back then and now. I was angry as H-E-L-L
and lost and had nobody
to turn to and didn't know WHY and what was going on, I even contemplated leaving the country and hiding or suicide,
I used to be religious and
felt like God had abandoned me or there was no God. My life was a wreck I was living in fear 24/7 because I didn't understand.
After finally getting answers answers answers to my satisfaction from ET's that treated me very kindly I pondered a very long time about it and
looking back now I realize some of these ET's look upon taking a human perhaps in the same way we take animals to a vet for a shot. Some of them
don't look at taking us as bad or malevolent the same way we don't feel bad about taking an animal out of the wild or whatever. I'm sure we end up
destroying that animals life phsycoligcally after returning it to the wild because it went through great trauma and fear but we didn't mean to hurt
it maybe only study it.
Do I have the patience for skeptics after all the cr*p I have been through at the hands of aliens? No way No how!
I can understand that, this is life we have to roll with the punches wherever we may be. I would never come to ATS seeking therapy or sympathy, if
someone is here for advice or to share their story well great but you won't get sympathy or comfort from some members on here. That is just the way
it is, that's life and especially from an online forum like this. lol
When you next meet your lovely kind aliens could you please ask them to find my boy and bring him back to his Mother? They can keep all the
hybrids they bred from me but can they bring my own boy back please? Could you please get them to tell my boy that his mother loves him? Can they give
him a hug from me? Please?
Well I only have a few ET friends if you could even call them that-- I will share something with you that I don't normally share with anyone but
since this is an online forum and I'm pretty much annoymous here why not. The ET's that regularly visit me have told me their relationship to me, we
are family from past lives thousands of years back, their souls are only ahead of me. They are my guardian angels in a sense, they have told me not to
worry about children that are aborted or taken before they are actually born because they do not have a soul yet. The soul is not placed in the body
until near birth or even after in many cases. I wish there was more I could do for you and I'm sorry to hear about your boy, if I had a way of
helping you I would of course. But I am powerless like the rest of us.
Oh I was also told that we all have family around us that continually watch over us, every prayer is heard and answered though maybe not always the
way we expect them to be answered. I would send your thoughts of intent through prayer to your own guardian angels, they can bring you comfort.
[edit on 30-10-2008 by Malevolent_Aliens]