My abduction experiences 1, page 1

Your experience is either with a negative group, or with one that you perceive as negative. I can't call greys positive due to the way they carry out their business, but not everyones experience ends up being, over time, with a race that is without positive goals. Have you watched Jim Spark's interview on the Project Camelot website? If you do, watch his interviews, there are several, you will see the progression of his awareness as to some of their goals, and even a little of the reasons for their less than decent methods. I'm bringing his account up, because this is as close as I can get to a group that has been involved with my family, at least since my childhood though my mother has had them in her dreams and for all I know it could have gone into her childhood. I do not have full memories but glimpses and now my teenage son is sharing his.

I am more cautious about their motives yet have some reasons to see they are misunderstood by us somewhat, whereas he is a lot more on their side. Example, when he had finally seen a grey at the door where the cat was growling at 2 am, roughly, he initially nearly jumped out of his skin, but then felt admonished for being awake still. He was not paralyzed (and so I asked him why he did not come and wake me up and was upset) but instead peacefully went to sleep shortly after jumping out of his skin in fright. His reply was he knew I would be angry with his friends. Well he was right, I did not want this to extend to my children! No matter what intentions they had in the end.

From my glimpses of memory, they were nordics working with them, and there were aryan human militia (or what I now call nazis). They worked with groups of children. Why, not altogether sure. Though I've been allowed access to a few memories, the full recall I have been attempting through meditation came with seeing a greys face in my inner eye, during meditation, and in huge block letters across my mind: ACCESS DENIED! So I suspect that either there were things they thought might make me think less of them, and /or maybe I knew too much.

The change in the situation with my son, and just something I believe they let me know is they broke away from all cohert association with our governments or military due to completely different agendas. These greys, along with nordics, seem to be a race more involved long term with the planet and the goal seems to be about preparing for something and survival of people as well, a more native like moneyless society akin to zeitgeist's lates movie and the venus project. I just want it to be high tech and that we can advance into the cosmos, and am worried that a reset button may be pushed instead that sends a few survivors back to the dark ages. In any case, to understand possible agendas you should watch Miriam Delicado's interview also on Project Camelot.

If a group is still working with the human militia, then I would think they are more negative. I suggest exploring different methods to stop the abductions, and to resist if you feel paralysis. By trying to move your little finger or toe. Simply resisting sometimes stops it. The camera is ok to try, but they'll just drain the battery or make it malfunction.
Many have tried and its never worked yet. I would also use my mind, (our thoughts are all being monitored by them so this won't be wasted) to sit outside at night and tell them mentally that you do not expect to be treated like a victim. Claim universal law, and that they may not just take you. Also, for all the different races, including whatever federation may patrol, claim the highest laws of the cosmos for you and your race, as your dna comes from them. As basically one of their children, these laws should pertain. Also, I know a few who have actually asked help from the nordic ets to try and stop negative abductions if all the human methods fail. Meditate frequently as well and try to develop psychic shielding techniques that work.