posted on Oct, 20 2008 @ 10:05 AM
Scientology is after me, I have escaped from them
I am pleading for some help I don’t know what to do.
I am a young girl under 18 I won’t tell you my exact age because people are after me I don’t want them to find this, I found this website looking
for help my parents put me in a scientology school at the age of 12 and these years have been the worst of my life. I have been abused in so many ways
I won’t go into detail but they have used a machine on my mind that said it will erase memories for me of bad things, it did erase memories of most
of my childhood I can’t remember hardly anything anymore, I feel so sick after using that machine. My parents are not the same people anymore and
don’t care about me, we have never talked in so long. Scientology won’t let me call them ever or see my family and my poor little brother is lost
in all of this, I don’t even know where he is and cannot find him or call him.
I think I have been brainwashed I just feel so evil inside they always say I am full of bad spirits, something is not right and the worst of it all. I
am on the run now I escaped because I was held like a prisoner for them if I do anything wrong they have very bad punishments, I won’t tell you who
I am or where but I am all on my own and only living with someone I found on the street that is helping me for now, I ran away from the security when
they were not looking at hid inside of a garbage dump for hours before I could finally get away, if someone in Scientology find this and is searching
for me they won‘t find me from this letter because I am using a computer in a public place. They are looking for me and I know what they will do
when they find me, I will be locked away in a room for a week at the very least without food or water and torchered, they use burn marks on me in the
They have done things to my body that people can never imagine and use my mind they have all these machines and strange people come sometimes they do
not look right I don’t think they are human. I don’t know who I am anymore only that I want to get away, I feel like suicide so many times my
family has been brainwashed by them and I feel the same way nobody cares anymore about. I feel like this is hell we are living in and being torchered
I can’t go on, there are evil things inside of the school where I live I have the worst nightmares and have seen such things I can’t put into
words here they must be demons there and I don’t believe all of them are human at scientology I believe they are evil beings maybe taking over other
humans. They don’t pity or have emotions and they are after me now, if they found me they might even kill me I would just disappear so my reason
here is to get help. I want to find a way to leave the country and get away to anywhere in the world and just have my own life away from this hell I
Please if someone has any ideas for me I will read this and I hope someone have an idea for me so I can escape my life and if I only knew how I would
find and save my brother before its to late and he is taken over by some evil being or killed. I feel so bad for him, I wish I could cry but they have
taken also away my emotions it’s hard to feel happy or sad anymore I feel like I am struggling to be who I used to be as if part of me was sucked
out of my body. I don’t have money and am to be honest living with an old lady I found that is nice but she can only feed me and help me at this
time, she is not rich.
Please please God help me.