posted on Oct, 19 2008 @ 09:55 PM
Oh I went through that most of my years until about 96 when things started to putter out. Not energy. But similar in that I had something that
somebody could train, but didn't.
Image projection, finding things, sensing situation outcomes, paranormal finding, and nature and wildlife polarity. I felt real self important without
a place to offer and train my talents. Then I walked around half whole for awhile, with a reset and change in attributes around 2003.
I began researching 'Psi' (briefly) at psipalatium.com, thinking that would be a good place to find a balance away from the spookies and towards
something that I could emotionally better deal with and still maintain the link between my giftedness and my soul--opposed to walking around half dead
to keep from dealing with the negative aspects of a wide based barrage of imputs. And though I found that it/they was not my 'clique' there was an
excellent starting point for a reboot.
If I find this thread, or a user pings on who it was, there was a guy somewhere about that was writing about the military's training institute and
the programs offered there. He wasn't happy about what they were having him do, but within his text were tips and clues to what's out there.
There might be a fit for you. I'll keep an eye out. I never exactly gave up on specific training.
Maybe not work for the power company?