posted on Mar, 27 2004 @ 08:42 AM
When I was in primary school, grade 1, i started thinking about life. Where I was going, what i wanted, how life plays out, what to expect, etc.
Well when I was in grade 1, I started thinking that I when I was older I would have to move away from y parents, I couldn't have them controlling me,
I should have nothing controlling me. I should have no restrictions what so ever. I'm going to be something that the world will need. I'm going to
do something important that the world will need. Maybe not to many people, not to people who have been close to me my whole life, but i'm going to do
something that will change some people's lives and will help them out a lot.
Like I am meant to do something in my life, and to do this I must move away from my family, parents, sister, relatives. I absolutely cannot get
restricted by them. I have to move away from them. Ever since them I have still have these feelings of I must move away from all family relatives. I
must be out there alone by myself. Free of any restrictions.
And now I can see it playing out in my life. I'm moving away from all my relatives. I dont want anything to do with them. I do, but i dont, I feel
like i must move away from them, stay away from them, have nothing to do with them, get rid of them, get them out of my life.
I dont know how else to put it.
I'm just wondering if anyone else out there has had these thought's, and if anyone's actually seeing events like this paying out in thier day to
day life like i am. I'm talking about relatives, family, close relatives.
I cant explain it any other way than I feel something is meant to happen in the future, something big, and it's fate that i'm meant to be moving
away from all my relatives that i've ever known....
[Edited on 27-3-2004 by DaRAGE]