hello all at ats
This info found me a few weeks ago (via email from a friend, which then naturally led me to ats) and has had a profound effect on my view of the
world...no hold on let me add to that, it has confirmed a lot of what I knew, deep down, but hadn't thought about for quite a wile, or allowed myself
to believe, this allows me to and lets me. I must say it really resonated when I read it the first time and as I have said it really confirms my
beliefs. So thank you hidden_hand.
One of the reasons (outside of the everyday-ness of life, such as my hippy parents and liberal, non religious, spiritual upbringing which I rebelled
against by going the 'normal' route) I have no real problem believing this, is that 4 years ago I was in a rut with work and life, I think I was quite
depressed and had lost my way somewhat. I began to look for answers and ways of getting myself out of the rut and discovered a whole bunch of stuff on
the power of positive thinking within business and in life. I read a lot and read some more, then I took it on board and acted upon it. Being more
positive about life, thinking good thoughts, not entertaining the negative, believing in my self and being greatfull for this amazing ******up,
wonderful world we live in...and bingo I transformed my life...well it got a lot better anyway. I was and have been and do always say thanks as well,
although I couldn't have told you who too until reading this. So over the past 4 years questions have been growing and things have been changing, I
could feel it. recently I have slipped back into my rutt a bit, not a lot but a bit, and have been asking for help, a few days later and bingo! up
pops this little gem. Thank you. Having witnessed that 'you get what you put out' for real and seeing the power of this truth (before finding this) I
can totally take on board what is being said...so first hurdle done!?
So i have read it and taken from it the things that make sense to me (which is quite a lot of it if im honest) and am now operating in a way that
feels right, or am trying to. I am almost constantly doubting the info given here as well but really do feel it to be true.
As i have said 'I am in'. I truly feel (most of) it to be right, but am having trouble getting past feeling it to be true and actually believing it or
to stop questioning it and just know. (I'm not sure that the words im using really mean what they are supposed to...).
I would like ask a wise old soul or two for some guidance and help on really discovering who I am. Meditation techniques, ways of being etc. I know
it's a big ask but hey if you don't ask you don't get right?
Thanks you in advance and thanks to hh, she really has helped.
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