posted on Oct, 13 2008 @ 01:40 PM
I dont know how to classify what you experienced, but it is for sure a hint of your potential. I just wanted to congratulate you on being clean.
Thats so awesome, hopefully you can be an inspiration to those around you who may have taken the same path. I too went down that road, and it was
profound and deeply liberating to overcome. You learn a lot about reality, the mind, and the body when you have to overpower it all through a detox
like opiates, you realize you are not your body, nor your mind, but something else that can control both beyond any human level if you realize your
will and potential. I had some weird stuff happen too during detox, Ive got a good amount of experience with meditation, entheogens, and research
chemicals and some of the things that happened during detox, mute the lesser trips like that of a few hits of paper. Meditation probably has a lot
to do with those things happening, but, when you are sick and sitting there, just trying not to move so you dont feel your body, you slip into
meditative states anyways, as well as with repeatedly reading anything really, but the fact it was spiritually oriented, solicited the spiritual
connection you have within you, whether you define it or not, its there. Anyways, Im really happy for you! Make sure you go back into that clinic
and show everyone you are clean, give them some hope, those clinics are worse that the dope pushers, at least my dope dealer didnt tell me I had an
incurable disease that would have to be treated with methadone for the rest of our lives.