Oh man! I must admit I feel like a kid again! And the 14th is like X-mas!
Time seems to have slowed down for me because I am waiting to see what happens!!!
THis makes me feel like a kid all over again.. And on the 13th IM not going to be able to fall asleep without some sleeping aids!!! heheh!
Back so long ago when I was young and waiting on Santa clause, I could never just fall asleep! I would be up until like 3 AM, and wake up like every 20 mins or so and check the clock!
When 6 AM hit, I ran down the stairs and got my mom and dad so we could go into the living room where Santa left us all sorts of good things!!!
I was an extreamly lucky child! from the age of 1-10 I had some of the best X-mas any kid could ever ask for!!!
And while this may seem off topic, I think this metaphore is prudant!
As when the 14th rolls around and nothing happens.. Its gonig to make us all feel like Santa just totally diss'ed us!
If this doesnt happen on the 14th.. Its going to become the little boy who cried wolf..
And when it doesnt go down, Im going to be extreamly dissapointed.
And it will in essence make me look at all furture predcitions with dismay and mockery.
Im telling you if I am let down.. I will never take part in threads like these ever again..
I truely have my hopes up for this!!!
But deep down I am prepared to deal with the fact that no ship of light will be showing itself..
Man I so hope it does... Just like as a child I truely expected Santa clause to bring me gifts..
Just think how devistated kids would be if they woke up X-mas morning only to find that there is no such thing as santa clause..
And not only you find he is not real.. But you didnt get anything.
And then your family breaks apart.. and you get moved to another state, and become homeless, and live in a Van for a year or so...
Thats pretty tramatic to a young kid who once had everything, and was spoiled rotten all my life, then suddenly get slapped in the face by reality, and go from having everything to having just enough to get by..
Well its made me a much stronger person.. And Im happy for that..
So please Blossorn Goodchild.. Dont let me down.. Or I will tottally lose faith in everything I once belived!!!
Yet dont get me wrong.. I still know aliens are out there somewhere..
But are they here? Do they even care about us?
Thats what Im waiting for....


. Anyway, you can go to the show
and click on "latest show", and listen to what Steven has to say about it. He wasn't really putting it down, he thinks she's doing a great job.
Anyway, here's the link if anyone would like to listen, disclosure is getting closer. 

