posted on Oct, 9 2008 @ 12:35 PM
My reason for becoming a member of ATS - aside from the conspiracy theorist / paranormal hunter in me - was to discover and learn from others who may
have had or been having the same experience(s) as myself.
I have had a feeling for many years that I can not explain. Not so much a paranoia (being watched because I was guilty of something) - but more a
sense of being monitored by an outside entity / energy. This is my basic story.
I have not had the experience of abduction in a physical manner.
Since I was a child (around 5 or so) I have always felt 'connected'
to something beyond Earth. As soon as I could read and be exposed to books I would be at the library picking up virtually every book on
UFO's, ETs, and paranormal phenomenon that I could carry
(usually about half a dozen at a time), and spend as much time as
possible studying and analyzing how this may explain what I was feeling. I do not know why I chose these types of books - I was just 'drawn' to them
(or vice versa).
I would often (and still do) have vivid dreams of spacecraft filling the sky,
over my house (sort of like a 4 lane high-way in the sky). There is a certain craft that always remains the same (appears to be almost onion shaped
(for lack of a better word) and glowing peach in color) - hovering to the right corner behind my house (you could maybe think of an orangy full moon
hanging there) - like it was some kind of monitoring craft.
THAT one I would fear and try not to look directly at.
This dream has been repeated at least once a year throughout my life.
Until this day I feel as though I have been tracked, or watched
by "something" that is very strong - but I cannot explain.
I have always wondered about abduction - if it may have taken place somewhere in time that I was not even aware of. And the sensing of 'others' is
always strong with me.
I must add that during my teen years I developed a certain type of headache. I say a 'certain type' because they're not like your typical eyestrain
/ sinus / loud noise induced...etc type headache. These headaches come on directly to my forehead and behind my eyes. I become sensitive to light and
my eyes ache as well. Sometimes I need to walk around wearing sunglasses because they are so bad. However - the headaches are not completely the weird
part. The even weirder part is - they last for (usually) around 3 days. And on the 3rd day / night I will have a very vivid, clear, and sometimes
scary dream of some everyday event - not usually anything dramatic. But not long after I have them - those dreams occur in reality. Almost like I
foretold it. It is a very scary thing most of the time. If it were not for the headaches making an appearance - I would not be able to prepare for the
dream(s) or what happens next.
Does anyone ever have dreams (recurring or otherwise) of UFOs... or spacecraft... that leave them feeling like they have been connected somehow??
Thank you for listening!