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posted on Oct, 6 2008 @ 11:00 PM
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F-42-WA

I'm not one for introductions to a lot of strangers that I'm never going to meet or share a meal with, and I do not mean that in a bad way, I am just uncivilized and cautious from experience-I am here for the UFO/ALIEN/PARANORMAL/TERRORISM/MENTAL COGNITION/AND WRITING segments-mostly.

I found ATS while tracing a memory. I do not remember which memory. And...Up until NOW I thought there were 10,000 or so members (it just *seemed* that way) and because of this impression of mass crowding, I felt it was alright then not to say hallo.

I am disappointed in myself that I do not understand the introduction phenomena to know what to say or what is expected. At the rare times that I do have a insiders glimpse to know the basics of a *hallo*-my voice tends to be caught against the time proven reprocussions of disclosure.

Yet, 500 is cozy enough that I ought to say hi. Rather, wondering if I should and did not, would have surely through experience, sapped at my limited mental resources, until I did. :-). And I could be using those bytes for making breakfast! So...hi.hi.hi.hi.hi.hi.HI.

So, neat one of a kind kind of place....

I endured through 40 (or so) pre-quarter class "introductions" at community college and it has always been the same. I did not graduate. I got distracted.

Intros commonly goes something like this
did I mention I am long typed?-opposed to speaking, which I do not much)

I say:
..."Um....*not that I know why it's any of your business*(in my head), I'm such and such"-sit down.
Then my instructor draws the whole class's attention RIGHT AT ME.
As if there were something more that I should say. I do not know what to say. I (over time) wander away and ponder the meaning of the exchange and arriving barely nowhere with it, a new class begins, and the dreaded introductions repeat.

I don't fricken know *&@ cats?!?
:-)
A little that I KNOW about myself.
I am an adoptee abductee. I do not 'like' anything. I have been robbed of everything that I may have grown to know and experiences pre planned to achieve. That is life, baby! Busts out violin. I was adopted with the purpose of abduction/concealment, according to hindsight+who+who from+demographics+surrounding+occurances/over time-and man are they getting good. I sometimes in my way try to help others, and others who have come forward have certainly helped me. It is a speak-duck-dodge-whisper-pout-query-tip-try again sort of way.

In my case
I doubt there is a file-but I am working towards it. *In a nutshell* T.M.I.

What else,
When I am not raising kids, 1 widowed-17, 1 abroad-14, I am getting harrassed from job to job. Always at trial time-even though I do not know the trial is going on. And whoops there it is. Never mind a career. Not sure which part of what I am percieved to know is the clincher for the funder and his/her goons-I am always targeted for a take down. Good attendance, Good performance. Good attitude. It makes the raising of kids...harder to be the interest of unidentified fly-by coworkers.

I trudge through the ups and downs and ponder which part of my world is responsible for which part of my world.

I gather that have seen too much (of *somethings*) and it is far too much of a way out there recounting of which what I might think it is to get to a sentence or a paragraph of disclaimer. Forest for the trees.

Day by day, I chip away. One aspect on a whim today, and another forty likely tomorrow, all in the quest of myself clearly, and then get sidetrackked, and then return. I am always looking for the answer-to myself. I often seem to be everybody's oddity.

Rek was a friend my first family used to visit. As a toddler I thought he was all the rave. Thus the nick, HugmyRek, in his memory.

Considering myself introduced.
~chow




posted on Oct, 6 2008 @ 11:04 PM
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Hi. Just figured I would be first to welcome you to the luny bin.



posted on Oct, 6 2008 @ 11:25 PM
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Very descriptive introduction!

Welcome to ATS!



posted on Oct, 6 2008 @ 11:26 PM
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Hello.

Thank you for the introduction.

Enjoy.




posted on Oct, 6 2008 @ 11:28 PM
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Originally posted by HugmyRek
F-42-WA
I'm not one for introductions ...




Welcome aboard.



posted on Oct, 6 2008 @ 11:34 PM
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You're 42...that's my favorite number.

welcome to ATS.



posted on Oct, 7 2008 @ 09:48 AM
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reply to post by antar
 


Hey now.....I am trying VERY hard to stay out of there...some problems with those out my way. :-) (or I would check in myself)



posted on Oct, 7 2008 @ 09:51 AM
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Ya like the other poster said...welcome to the luny tunes bin.

It can get quite "luny" arond here..but dont let that scare you away. Lots of great conversation and good debates.

Unfortunately there are always two sides to every coin...hence with the great, is also the BS and nonsense and outright rediculous.

Pull up a chair!

Cheers!!!!



posted on Oct, 7 2008 @ 10:02 AM
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reply to post by cancerian42
 


Pun on Hitchikers guide.
I could not make it through the book-but the movie....helped me with what I was missing out on. What was with the towel?

I should have said 40 ish.. I have been telling myself to myself 42 lately because I have gone though somewhat of a total flip in perception from my younger years. And the math without birthfamily confirmation turns to guess work+memorie plotting, coupled with revisited conversations and country movement, ect.

I do not really KNOW my exact age or date of birth. But can get away with saying 40-ISH as both valid and closer to the real truth. Not to the police though, they get what papers dictate I hand over.

Before I came here I had already gone through one identity and age change to the deficit then another on arrival. It may be closer to 40, not much under not much over. Someday I would like to think that I could find a non biased geneticist to run the cycles of my eggs to see how many cycles they have gone through. I heard somewhere that a woman is born with all the eggs she will ever have and age can be zero-ed in by this method.

Thanks all for the HI!



posted on Oct, 7 2008 @ 10:28 AM
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Sure...I fall into that category...
I went to school with a Burns. His legs were all messed up-I still had a major crush.

OOOOOOH! Your in to UFOs!
Did you ever have cause to visit the HOLE with the lamp there now fenced off at the old mining facility next to what is now PGA hopeful Chambers Creek Golf? You can see it there right on the left of what is a stellar and paved public walking path. Same hole, same lamp-30 years. Just sitting out there cryptically untouched in a field. About 12 feet across 30 feet deep in 77-79. There is this crazy reason why I know this, but I do not want to go to the luny bin.
It is in fact the location of what was a disc saucer that got both identified AND in the conspiracy flown out-by the same person. Maybe you know someone crazy enough to skirt the fence to take an in hole picture? :-)

Not that an empty hole in the ground with a creepy 70s loop lamp to shine down in it and a testimony proves anything-creepy.

Fun though. We used to roll in through that mine/gravellry when it was just long gravel road in some far off town such and such. Then it was closed, kind of seal off-the whole beautiful shore for, ? a long time. It may have been a company there. Not sure if were a functioning quarry. Just the big off limits zone. If you ever get bored or perked go take a look at it if you have not already.

Having been associated to the place briefly some 30 years ago-I sort of stay away. Because of my memory of the ship in the hole and the seeing of the hyjack of the ship in the hole. Still-it is interesting that... whatever, I hit luny.

luny, yes?





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