reply to post by C.C.Benjamin
Your opinion is your opinion, and you are welcome to it. Instead of letting the things that dont make sense bother me in a logical mind, I come to
terms that we dont not know the works of this world let alone, any other.
I think I have made it clear that we dont think all of these things happened in heaven. The only time we felt the presence of heaven in her vision was
when she was standing at the gate. In the video, we tell you that our brother, my mothers first child, was able to go through the gate. Some that were
in this 'village' type place were not able to go through. To me, its clear that many still had 'things to work on', but yet, they werent burning
in hell. My mother thinks her mother has been re born. Again, we dont see any ideas that there was a hell area going on here. Yes the blood was scary,
its a shame what the human minds have came to the conclusions on the requirements of blood in heaven. This field of blood was not in the village or
the kingdom or by the gate AND it was the only time she was without a 'guide' Michael. Why was she alone? Why did she get deserted? Because this was
a moment of her own reflections in what the world has done to the image of God. Being that you know your Bible, then you know that it was in
Gethsemane that Jesus was betrayed. Gethsemane means 'field of blood'. In my opinion, my mother was seeing the reflection of this, the betrayal of
Jesus and the blood of Jesus is on our hands. To go a bit deeper, the woman, in my mind, was my mom. A higher self image, the self that already knows
all the mysteries and sufferings she has gone through and will go through. The woman, her higher self was the only one with her at this field. To me,
its telling her, this is what you have to work on, this is what you need to rid yourself of. It was a direct message to her to 'rethink' this. All
the other times, she was with Michael and there was never sadness or fear, besides the idea that the feast told her, this was her last supper. If this
was all so bad to her, dont you think she would be afraid of death. She has no fear of dying. She crying when she saw Jesus is no different then a
mother crying when she sees her baby for the first time. And who are we to say Cheribs should be loving and whatever...you took the word devilish out
of context when she was clearly describing the Cheribs being 'devilish' like little children can be. If the only things the Cheribs can do is tell
the truth, I dont think God would want them going around talking to everyone (especially to someone that is relaying everything she sees to someone
still here on earth).
To me, the cocoons are extremely important. We read something similar to this in the book of Enoch. They seem to relate to reincarnation (to me
anyways). What if you pass on, and the curious mind is so closed that you dont take interests in such a place of earthly living conditions...so
instead, you crawl into the 'comfort' zone instead of continuing on and exploring. Mabey you would just get reborn since you dont have interests in
what is being shown to you, you shrug it off because 'its not what you thought it was' so therefor, cant be anything to explore....so you go to what
makes you feel comfortable, like the chambers in this tree.
If you thought this was devilish, let me tell you, I saw the demon side of things when she awoke. My mother was non existent for several days. She was
completely NOT HERSELF, hearing a voice telling her to do insane things...like kill her self. Ill never forget seeing this, I was there for a whole
day watching her tell me crazy things like the nurses had her grand children locked up, that I was in on it with the nurses, she would scream so loud
that they were all trying to trick her as well as us. She pulled out all of her IVs, she swallowed hypodermic needles that the nurse left on the
counter and the voice told her to take her IV cord and wrap it around her neck. This 'thing' that was possessing her did not want her to live. The
anger was so real that whatever this was, it was pissed off severely that she was alive. I sat and ignored her all day, not giving this evil the time
of day...before I left I told it that it had no power over me and it had no power over her. The laugh she let out was SO evil. This lasted about 3
days. Someone had to be there at all times because she was so out of her mind. If you didnt know her, you would of thought she belonged in a loony
bin. But, this was not my mother. She has never been a evil person, she has always been loving and humble. Clearly, to me, after her telling me later
about what this voice was telling her to do, I was convinced that this was a spirit trying to take her.
Who are we to say....what truth is. You cant truly say that its not truth, for you are not her. It can be truth to her and not to you. As we see, you
see truths that we dont. I dont think its all black and white. In fact, its probably a color we have never even seen. Its beyond our concepts. Its
beyond our ability to put spirit experiences into language.
And about people using the terms 'mabey' or 'possibly'-to me, this shows a humble person that does not dare say...I have all the answers. If the
spirit is going to guide someone, its sure not going to come to the close minded individual that wont look at it when its right below their nose! Its
going to come to the body that is willing to say 'mabey' and 'possibly'.
We are sharing an experience, if it doesnt sit right with you, then dont feel like its up to you to make everyone else think like you. This is what
the Bible is so famous for. Putting God, in a box. Im not here to change religions or God...im here to show others what has changed it for me. I think
its been an amazing experience that very few get to have, let alone, are willing to share and open their minds to possibilities.
Your thoughts are very valid, and Im sure there are those who think she was being washed in the blood ect...she might even think this herself, being
she has more of a Christian outlook at it. There is no need to grow, for all the answers are right there. I dont feel this is the way. I dont say I
KNOW, I say I feel or I think....I dont know anything with any certainty. Who am I to say I know what it all means. I can speculate, but in the end,
God knows I place it all in Thees hands.