posted on Oct, 4 2008 @ 09:19 AM
Hi, there. I have posted numerous times with posts like these... and this time is no different.
ATS is about the best outlet for these types of posts (ok, well, maybe not, but I'm too incapacitated to look), and I'm just about as tired of
posting them. The only thing that would cause me to post this is desperation. I just want a normal life, like everyone else.
The stuff I endure is so crazy, that talking about it is rediculous. I mean, when I do, it sounds like something that is definitely not me. I've lost
family, friends, just about everything. I make over 35 grand a year, but I could forget about getting any hunnies, or anything like that unless I
broke the law.
I'm so desperate, that I'm contemplating about what this post should say, how questionable its legality should be. I'm so desperate, that my head
is so messed up by aliens, time travelers, drugs (it's really crazy, but I just use liquor), or whatever it is (see how crazy that all sounds??) that
it's hard to feel as desperate as I really am.
I don't want to see replies saying that I'm crazy and need help this time. Those are either replies from "anomalies" (yeah, well, why does an
"Aliens" forum get some many replies like that?), or folks that live a perfect life and really need a good lesson from some aliens, or even time
travellers, or something that will *really* teach them a lesson or two. And, I mean, lessons without restrictions... a total unleash of their true
I've given up on ATS, and then, out of desperation, came back to post something.
I want my *real* life back, not some fairy tale with infinite folks chasing me around that appear from thin air, "sounds" in my head (don't know
any other way to describe it, even though this way makes it sound crazy), and sounds coming out of me when I'm trying to get to sleep which keep me
awake instead, and cause me to make crazy posts like this.
I really hate making crazy posts. I'm so nuts from aliens screwing with me and no one believing me and cops saying "there's something in his
subconscience, you need a psychiatrist to get it out", that I just go wild when I'm ticked off these days.
Like I said, I keep contemplating what the legality of this post should be, to get people to listen.. but, I mean, ah, forget it. I'll wait until
them "anomalies" push me enough to say something like that out of sheer desperation.
I mean, you folks don't know what it's like to be messed with internally, and externally, extensively (I can't even describe the stuff that gets
done to me, unless I see more people talking about stuff like this, so I get more corroboration), for years, and years, and years...
If you didn't "hear" me, or associate with any of this, then you need the worst possible treatment by them "anomalies" (I'm talking your throat
messed up, your chest messed up, your stomach messed up, a "pain in your side", and an incessant headache, and the cops violating your rights and
telling you that you're crazy, and then you being unable to do anyting about it.
I hope you suffer.