posted on Jul, 26 2009 @ 09:19 AM
I doubt you know me whatsoever. (especially Phage, whom this is mainly directed at.)
The only way you could know me, is by listening to my worthless posts, many of which are mean spirited and generally abusive.
I have learned my lesson. I got a posting ban for discussing drugs in a new thread of my own creation. I learned, through reading, after my posting
ban, that discussing illegal drugs was against the rules. I learned that I am only one step away from an entire site ban. Meaning I cannot even read
what is posted here, if I mess up once more.
I learned many rules, and know that what I have done here in the past speaks poorly to my overall credibility.
Please, disregard this, and just try from man to man, or better yet, human being to human being, to accept and understand what I am saying, instead of
just doubting it and tryiong to debunk it.
I saw something that shook me to the core. that makes me afraid to sleep.
I have seen UFO's before, once I saw something that could NEVER be operated by human beings due to the immense change in direction coupled with the
incredible speed of the object's trajectory.
What I mean is, I have seen UFO's before. In fact, I have seen both UFO's which I believe are USA government created, some which I feel are Russian,
some Chinese, and some which I KNOW; in my heart......,
are NOT of this world.
Last night I saw something.
In fact, the day before yesterday, I saw two UFO's, swirling and twirling in the air. And doing manuovers which our best pilots wouldn't dream
Can you imagine, that since I was so convinced about alien life and UFO's already, I arrogantly didn't take too much notice? I had seen them before,
and come to terms with them (or so I thought.)
I have been up all night, afraid to sleep, lest I am abducted. I mean it. It sounds really pathetic and weak, now that day has arrived, but last night
I trembled like a mouse who has caught wind of a nearby cat: sheer, unadulterated horror. Terror. Fear. Anger.
Now that it is daylight I feel significantly safer, though the atmosphere is just as thick day or night and UFO's can penetrate it at will. The day
is just as scary as the night. I hate reality so much sometimes.
When I saw it, it was small, just a bright spot behind clouds. It was the size of the moon. It lit up somewhat slowly, and at first I thought it was a
HUGE meteor or nuclear bomb.
Once, as a kid, I nearly had a heart attack when I saw a huge missile test go off in San Diego, CA, my hometown. it scared all us kids, jumping on our
friend's trampoline. I ran home and told my mother, the world was ending. I felt intense despair. But the world never ended, the scar healed, and all
seemed to be back to "normal" before I discovered Truth Seeking as a way of life.
It looked like a long, jagged yellow scar across the very atmosphere itself. It scared me so badly. I thought the world was ending.
Well tonight that same fear enveloped me.
I felt crushed and my knees knocked and my legs trembled and threatened to give out and drop me to the ground. My heart felt like it was fluttering,
unsure of how often I should try and breathe. I could barely catch a breath. I felt like I would suffocate.
My feet felt empty, light, and useless, and I stumbled around desperately.
I thought the world was ending. A huge meteor or a nuke was headed our way.
I went inside and checked the time, though I barely recall doing it and certainly don't remember the time exactly. I never planned what to do in this
sort of sudden death situation; in practice it turned out that I didn't even knock on my neighbor's door. I just, in shock, watched as the ghast
filled the sky with it's horrible body. I pray it was an object and not a being. I fear it was God himself.
I went back outside, then attempted to follow the object down a sidewalk. But it was the size of the moon, and no matter how far I walked, it remained
far far away from me. I attempted to view it more clearly in the darkness.
But it seemed to be very very distant, far on the horizon, and I could not seem to get any closer to it no matter how far I walked.
It was bright white on the crescent part, and I walked back, feeling like it surely was the moon. But it wasn't the moon. As I watched it quickly
fell lower and lower in the sky. Now I could not see the bottom of the crescent moon.
I stood up in the bed of my truck, and tried to peer over the tree tops, but the light continued to descend.
A UFO suddenly seemed to appear from very close nearby, just beyond the trees, and flash for only 1 literal second, about 2 rows of 6 or 7 lights,
blue lights, which only flashed the one time and immediately went black again.
I think it was just to show that that being was nearby, or perhaps they approved of what they heard.
What I saw attempted to mimic the sun, the crescent shape, but as it suddenly began a descent, it changed colors from bright white to bright, bold
orange, and after it was this way, it developed black cheetah like spots, then disappeared entirely, in the span of perhaps 2 minutes total.
The encounter itself took about 20-25 minutes. Action happened at the very end mainly.
It was horrible, gigantic and frightening.
I hope never to see it again.
If anybody can help me in any way with this, please, by all means.
[edit on 26-7-2009 by BaronVonGodzilla]