posted on Apr, 6 2004 @ 05:08 PM
I would like to thank all of you for coming out and posting your replies so far. Although I knew I wasn't isolated in this issue, your replies bring
me much comfort.
I am shocked, particularly with mepatriot's story, with some of these experiences. Now I understand why there are no teachers who veer from the PC
perspective... they're get punished for it, post-haste.
There is most definitely a cultural gap between the US and the UK, one big enough that has me drooling over the temptation to pack my bags and move
there. I really should look into moving there as the area I am in right now only serves to deteriorate my lifestyle.
In one case in particular, I had a former friend who's brother-in-law and sister were both CIA employees. Yeah, as if that wasn't a big enough red
flag, right? He would lightly talk about UFO's and Israel vs Palestine because he has familiar ties to the area, but when I would get into
conspiracies about 911 and fed reserve and stuff like that... he'd just remain quiet. And uncomforatbly silent, at that. The bastard convinced my
other good friend to abandon me, this much I am sure of, and the only reason why that I can think of is because he was ordered to in some shape or
form. The timing with this former handler-in-question was always uncanny; he would call me at the worst of times (as in, I was busy or about to do
something) and he would get me drunk midday, and then leave, thus crippling my night. He was also responsible for pushing a vice that has suppressed
me for quite some time and derailed my train of progress. yes, I admit that I made the decision to participate, but there was a lot of assistance from
Other annoying and suppressive instances I have observed are computer espionage: I constantly get portscans (as I have typed this, I have been
portscanned 3 times), hack attacks, denial of service attacks, and my computer itself has self-destructed twice in a matter of 10 months. The
motherboard itself literally failed in one case, and 8 months into its full-scale replacement (new mainboard, processor, etc), that replacement failed
It truly is odd how people react differently to tangible conspiracies like 911, but become fascinated with fantastic possibilities like alien
abduction, spirits, and orbs. It's really they just fear the truth, as many of you have said. How sad for the rest of us...
Nevertheless, I won't give up. My conscience won't allow it now that I know what I know. Thanks again to all of you, and I hope that the qualities
of our lives will improve, despite the intentions of those that would want otherwise.