posted on Mar, 24 2004 @ 12:14 AM
Originally posted by cmdrkeenkid
maybe your paranoia pushes people away? i dunno, i can't say i've had anything like that happen to me yet.
now if you would excuse me, i have to go stand over here now.
thats a good point, commander. havent really stopped to consider how antisocial paranoia can be. but I don't often get into the more paranoid aspects
of my thoughts... I do every now and then, but not like that guy Gibson played in "conspiracy theory".
and maybe it is because I have been acting differently... while I dont get scoffed at, insite, I have faced similar emotional responses. some of my
more intelligent friends stop to consider what I am talking about, whereas my idiotic buddies fall silent and drift off. all I know is that I am not
the only one I have encountered on a personal level who has his or her questions about the way things are going. Though rare, I feel a lot of euphoria
when I find someone who talks about this stuff. the other day I almost giggled like a schoolgirl when someone, in person, mentioned the term
illuminati. it was funny... my first reaction was "well, I dunno about all that" probably because I didn't want to seem too enthusiastic about the
in fact, expanding on some of my more idiotic allies, I have encountered at least one of them who has said to me "you know, i dunno if you should be
talking about stuff like this. not everyone wants to hear this kind of talk". he has a point, not everyone wants to hear it, but it's not like
people are always going to talk about what others want to hear anyway.
[Edited on 3/24/2004 by AlnilamOmega]