posted on Sep, 27 2008 @ 02:21 AM
reply to post by NuclearPaul
Oh .. is that what they are, 'astral experiences' ?
I was going to write that I've been a bit ghost-like on occasion. Not all that often. At the time I had no sense of myself, no thoughts. Was
basically like a video-camera: just recording. Pretty good recall afterwards. Didn't know what it was called. Wondered if I'd been a ghost on
those occasions. And wondered if people would have 'seen' me as a ghost at the time. From that, it occurred to me that perhaps ghosts have no
sense of themselves either and just float around 'recording' and visiting in similar fashion.
Every now and then I feel as if everything around me could be imagination or memory, with me as a ghost. When it happens, it's because things have
an 'unreal' atmosphere. Fanciful nonsense I suppose. Doesn't happen all that often, but when it does, it's not unpleasant.
For most of my life I've been quite adamant about never wanting to come back here and have said it out loud and very forcefully on occasion.
However, these funny little 'ghost moments' are intriguing and as I say, are not unpleasant. So I've changed my mind a bit about a few things
lately. The floating emotionlessly around, disembodied, no sense of self, visiting places and enjoying what is a very strange 'feeling' (bit sad,
bit sweet, very accepting) takes a hold on one. Can't explain. But it's quite nice. It feels familiar, as if I've done it before and forgotten
it, so it's similar to that 'on the tip of the tongue' sensation.
Being freed from emotions is really pleasant, as is the atmosphere which accompanies it. And it's occurred to me that if I have this acceptance of
it now, then this may well cause me to drift into it for a while after physical death. Maybe we all do anyway, for a while at least. Sort of a
'debriefing' period, until we've let go of all the stuff which bound us to life. A 'head clearing' period, maybe .. which in turn frees us to
drift up to higher dimensions.
Don't know what I'm talking about really ...