posted on Apr, 3 2009 @ 05:10 AM
Originally posted by LooseLipsSinkShips
Do any of you have any ideas on what i can do? thanks in advance, a long time Above Top Secret Member.
I can remember some years ago now when I had my "blanket" wrapped around my being, it felt so much better (and easier) than without. Then over a
matter of months it just seemed to vaporize (I was aware of what was happening and did not voluntarily give it up, but I'll not digress), leaving me
with a kind of nakedness, a feeling something opposite of when you are mentally most "private". I've not felt that privacy in years now, only for a
few short moments without presences. Why anyone would want to voluntarily give up that blanket is beyond me, life is so much easier and more enjoyable
with it. I would have given it up some time but when I would be like 50 or so, when I would be properly prepared. I guess there's something out there
that didn't want to wait.
I can't say I understand it all yet, at least not enough to say anything helpful (might even put you on the "wrong" path by influencing you with
any bright ideas) but I do know that my years of practicing meditation (vipassana mostly), yoga and "calm abiding" saved me from going nuts (or
depressed) and allowed me to investigate. I've tried shields but I didn't like it very much, feels like I'm fighting all the time and I don't want
to do that. Maybe meditation/yoga works for you too.
I wouldn't run away from your problems if I were you. Maybe you are in a busy area now and because so many latch onto you you are something of
desensitized. Moving to a less crowded area might mean there are less people latching on, but you'll become more sensitive and the few people who
latch on will simply feel more intense.
(edit to add)
What I did I wouldn't want to recommend to anyone but here goes; at first it felt like people were latching on to me, some actually quite painful. I
decided to interpret it as getting punched in the aura stomach. So after about a year of being a punching bag to others my uncovered being became very
dense, just picture a cloud of gas being compressed eventually becoming a very dense ball. Or like a car being compressed for scrap metal (and
realizing the shape of the car is not what enables it to move about). Someone punching it nowadays doesn't matter anymore, it can't budge or be
dented. I consider it the hard way and I'm sure there are others out there who have a better technique. It works for me though and even has it's
[edit on 3-4-2009 by Dragonfly79]