Yeah, I see. It's indeed a strange matter... I don't know what I should say. Do you write something about them?
Well, I write on political matters often (I have a B.Sc. in Political Science, Master's of Public Administration) and it seemed some of that they
didn't like. I am liberal and a foe of the Bush Admin. and the extremists who took over the Republican Party (not all of them are bad though,
Republicans that is). However, I am on the opposite side of the political spectrum as President Bush, and for that matter Senator McCain and his
Nagas, I must admit that three years ago when this first started happening I was lead to believe the likes of David Icke and wrote some pretty
horrible stuff about these reptilian beings having been convinced they were evil by the stuff I read on the Internet about them. There is a lot of
fear of them out there. I even read David Icke's book, Children of the Matrix
, after I started hearing these reptilian sounds.
He goes as far to say Mormons are a cross-breed of these Reptilians - I happen to draw half of my genes from Mormon stock, although was raised
Catholic and now identify more so with the Unitarian Universalists and the Buddhists. But, my point is - David is looking for someone to blame and I
don't think he is a liar, I think he really believes what he "preaches," but that he has been seriously mislead and in turn, in part, is seriously
misleading other people.
I once went to a Mormon Church for a family member's speech after he returned from a mission and I heard the "ssssssssss" sounds there - inside the
Church. This was before I read David’ Icke’s Book I might point out.
If the reptilians wanted us dead or slaves, they would have done it already. David Icke's argument is that we are already their "prisoners and
slaves" and that they feed off our negative emotional energy - fear, suffering, etc.
Beyond that, I don't know what they want or why they are here, how they got here, or if for certain it has been them visiting me from some other
dimension or for that matter, what sustains them.
It's possible that it's all in my head but the wrench that gets throw into that argument is that I had never been exposed to the possibility of
their existence before I started hearing them; so there is no basis for my subconscious to "make up" these reptilian sounds because I had no
exposure to them beforehand.
If I had read the literature and/or the internet posting on these reptilians and then started hearing reptilian sounds it would be easy to conclude
that it was just "my mind making it up."
But, that's not how it happened.
I hear human sounding voices too - they have been pleasant and very unpleasant at times. I must say that honestly on the whole, they have caused me
tremendous suffering in these last three years and that I just wish they would leave me alone. They go away sometimes but seem to always come back -
it's like they are drawn to me.
In investigating the possibility that it's all in my head, I started seeing psychiatrist and he said "I don't want to be like the people that told
everyone that the world was flat" with regard to what exactly the source of these voices and visions are; he's a pretty enlightened guy.
So, having said all of that, I am not 100% convinced that these voices and visions are either a product of my own consciousness, or are emanating from
sources other than myself.
One could get into a collective consciousness discussion about it from here and beings that could occupy that space - that could be the source of
these voices and visions, or not.
Even if I am just crazy and have a chromosome or two that's off, there is too much evidence to believe that aliens don't exist. So, I believe in
aliens, I just don't know if I personally was really visited by them...seemed pretty darn real though. If someone else could have been there and saw
all of it too, then I would be convinced that it was real but alas, I was alone.