Why are you posting this thread that isn't intended for discussion?
Sorry, I'm not trying to be rude......bear in mind...the answers you seek will probably come from within and not some "professional" from an
internet forum and what better way to gain perspective than to open it up to a myriad of opinions, suggestions and ideas.
Do not be afraid, I'm sure many here would agree, we love a challenge and we like to help, and what better than a challenge that involves the unknown
of the human condition.
Have faith, just one different point of view can open many doors or reveal many paths for you.
If you have a serious issue, professional help should be sought but maybe not here!
Good luck my friend and feel free to expand your thoughts here. I feel your thread may gat closed otherwise.
nerb awaits imput......
[edit on 15/9/2008 by nerbot]