I wish I was kidding..
But today made me sick, and really sad to know Im part of of this kind of world. Where people have no consideration to
others, pushy and down right mean spirited, and crule.
I mean come on. Its gas. It runs a material mondain earthly vehicle.
What about our bodies? The very vehicle that is our temple!!
It seems most people in this world value things like cars, and material good over our bodies, and others bodies. Which is a vessle for our "souls".
Call it what you wish, as I dont claim to know the truth about such things as souls, prana, or the life force energy. But I do know they are there,
and our bodies just dont run itselfs. There is truely something deep within us all that makes you, "you". And us "US".
Thank you all for comming in and checking in on me to make sure I was okay. Im totally stressed out tonight, and I am having alot of trouble
sleeping.. I dont think I will get much rest tonight.
So many things are going threw my head, and I dont know why but I have this strange feeling tonight. Now I know its just me. And what I went threw
today. I'm not claiming the world will end, or anything to big will happen world wide. I just know I have this strange feeling within me, and I
just cant seem to put a finger upon it.
Why has this world in which we live turned out this way? I dont know why people act like this when confronted with having to wait 10-15 mins to get
some gas. They truely started to act like animals!!!
Again I know we are just animals, but I thought in this day and age, people would have a grasp that we are much more than what we are taught on TV, or
Very few of us really have an idea that life is much more than just "normal".
There is nothing "normal" about this earth. Or the lives we live!
We have such a long ways to go. And so much to learn about what makes us, that being that says I am me!
To many people can say I am me, but are they really free? Do they really understand that human life is so fragile! Its like a ton of bricks that
balance lightly upon a pin head!
I guess I will just listen to some music, and get some heavy reading in tonight! And then prehaps play some World of Warcraft until I get sleepy.
But again thats just the way I escape from the everyday in this world.
Sure at one time in my younger days I use to find other ways of escaping the everyday. But now I just enjoy reading, and playing video games.
And all because my truck needed gas, all that could have been taken away from me. And not just me.. But my family and friends that care about me.
Ive lost enough people to me to know what it is like to have someone leave much behind. And so do many others, yet they still want to take take
take! Haters! And those dangerous souls that our "masters" have full control over!
Lets see most of this maddness started in schools. And team spirit.
This hogwash was bread into us at a young age!
My team is better than your team! Go team go! And if you dont like my team I will hurt you! I will crush you! Its breed into our hearts and minds
at a very young age!
Team spirit and that whole idea ends up on the playing feild of life.
Right VS left! I think you know where I am going with this.
And I know most of you already know that this is all part of the mind control that goes on here.
And its very subtle mind control. The kind of control that warps our understand of what we truely are.
We have been turned into Monsters!
And if you dont belive me, look up the word Human in a law dictionary!
Look up what people are. They know what they are doing.
And they have turned us, most of us into mindless zombie monsters!
That will kill and devour everything in their path.
Ye they are not what you are taught or known to be monsters.
Forget everything you think you know about ghouls, and the undead.
Monsters and creeps alike.
Its time to relearn.. And I would be happy to take you with me on this journy of understanding!
Its been my place for a long time to stand up and become the very leader I am within.
Yet I am no Hero! Know that.. Im not here to save you, or save the world.
But rather, teach you and help you understand a little bit more about yourself and the world we live within!
Have a good night, and I will be back later my friends!