posted on Aug, 6 2009 @ 03:24 PM
had this brief daydream like experience meditating with some IDoser once.
Firstly let me say that IDoser is bollocks & it didn't take many headaches to figure that out.
I am well versed in the ways of drugs & have experienced the finest - for real, so I know IDoser does nothing for me
& all my BS indicators tell me it does bugger all for anyone.
That said the vision was as follow,
Cave in side of mountain,
entrance covered by waterfall,
through the waterfall into the cave,
another waterfall flows into the cave through a small hole in the roof
at the back & top of cave,
the water flows down the sloped back wall
setting up more little waterfalls at a few 'steps',
the rock face jutting down & forward at these parts.
The water flowing down the back wall collects in a deep pool
the pool covers the whole surface of cave's floor/base
the overflowing water flowing gently out the cave entrance
to join the outside waterfall & continue down the mountain.
The cave lit only by the light through the small opening in the roof
& the large entrance behind my point of view.
It is COLD WET & CREEPY & i'm beggining to get scared,
but I try to keep calm & remind myself I'm lying on the couch in my house.
Unfortunately Its at that point I myself manifest a body in this vision & all its limitations.
I find myself doggy paddling in the Ice cold Pitch black water of the cave unable to reach the bottom of the pool.
Then I see a face/ semi-submerged head in the water at the back of the cave, Somehow I know that if I can do what I need to do before I go through the
thought process that will lead me to do whatever it is I do in the first place, then I can get ahead of the fear-manifested events & escape.
This is exactly what happens,
Somehow I realised/knew/saw that the creature was like a kind of an ugly thing with a big mouth & it wanted to eat me.
I can't really be more specific than that without people yelling reptilian theories at me.
anyway in an instant,
which was only just quick enough,
I swam toward the exit,
realised that i suck at swimming & that wasn't fast enough so
things began to accelerate beyond what was possible as I let go of rationality and it was like the dream scape around me:
water, cave,etc seemed to warp and stretch around me;
in order for me to move faster through it.
Like I just 'wooshed' through matter & molecules like it was mist,
until that was no longer useful
- about an micro instant later -
when i reached the exterior of the cave & needed the lip of the cave to be 'solid' so I could kick off it and launch myself into the air.
However, Like everything else in this vision so far, I wasn't in control.
About a metre behind the 'thing' had reached the edge of the pool and I think was trying to get out but I had escaped.
In the air however I had REAL problems
first falling forward & down rapidly & needing a way to stay aloft,
becoming a Bird,
then just plummeting,
becoming a bird again,
regaining a little ground,
not a bird again,
can't hold form,
moving to fast,
then I got a sense of being in danger again,
the same feeling as before in the cave,
felt like the same 'thing' was what was in pursuit me too.
I can't remember exactly how I 'woke up'
but I think I just opened my eyes,
took off the headphones & stood up,
had to get out of there, it wasn't right at all,
Interestingly though, upon doing so the visions were gone, completely.
I think I could've remembered if I'd wanted to but feared accidentally returning.
IDoser, Bad news kiddies.