posted on Aug, 29 2008 @ 06:46 AM
i hug him when he goses back home, which i aint done since i was 9 years old i said i love him but he dont say it back and because of what have done
he wouild just say " i d ont know with you" cause i have come across were i say somthing and dont mean it... but now i do because that love is back
from when i was a little kid. Whenver i wanted to help sort things out for him, like for example when a man put a knife to him at work, he told me but
i had to force it out of him and i said ill sor tit but he said no, i can see why but why? when he comes through confrontation he handles it without
even any aggression what so ever were as i am the oppsite.
one time, a man next door threatend me and my girlfriend at the time, so i went to his face when he said he would hit my girlfriend, my dad saw it and
told me go in the house, i got a knife and i was going to stab the bloke but my dad holded the door to stop me from doing so, the day after the guy
next door cleaned the whole back gardan up and i found that really strange.
I never heard my dad scream or shout, all i saw was, the niegbour coming out to shake my hand... then the next day was cleaning the gardan up.
Why do parents do that, i dont get it dose anyoen know what that could be?
he dont look a very tough type of man and he shows me a different type of man when his round me, maybe he dont show me who he really is?.
I have done soem pretty horrid things and said some awful things to him, and his still stuck with me.
Now i have a partner and he tells me to respect her because i am aggressive in my tone when i cant get my own way lol but i am learning.
Why don't many fathers say, they love someone when the kid is older?