posted on Aug, 28 2008 @ 03:19 AM
This thread is some what of a response to another thread that after reading the posts actually made me consider something I have allways either
enjoyed or hated for most of my life.
That is some form of ESP, now to really declare my probable insanity these so called ESP abilities only occure during the late summer early fall
months every year of my life for as long as I can remember.
During these times I'm subject to a diverse manor of clairvoyant aptitudes that dring the rest of the year completely elude me LOL.
Ok, insane, yeah probably. But it is only during these times about a two month period in which I have my ass handed to me by whatever is going on out
there. feelings so strong and accurate that under many circumstances I feel like I should try to hold back my mind in some vain attemp to thwart fate.
I dont really have a control over it exactly more like it comes and goes when (IT) wants to. But when it does come I can and have used it to great
success and absolute astonishment to others including myself!
Infact it is so powerful that sometimes I really have to do a reality check and try to debunk myself which only proves fruitless as hell.
sometimes things just are and all the debunking in the world doesnt change anything. But I really dont know what the heck to think.
For those two to three months I'll have very strong feelings and senses about friends and family and everything I think when (IT) comes on me, comes
true. It is for that reason that sometimes when I feel it coming on me I struggle not to think of anything bad as past experience has proven
dangerous to others.
However it is great in some cases, I have used it to win a 2500 dollar lottery, avoid being in a car accident twice in my life, avoided a serious head
injury when I was 11 or 12 when I was basically told to stop walking for one second long enough for a huge potted plant to fall off a balcony above me
and crash infront of my feet, predicted things down to the very second MAN it makes me feel cocky as hell but at the same time I wish to have it all
the time and Im worried that as I get older it will go away forever.
Im 35 now and I have noticed it fading slowly.
Anyway If anyone else has somthing similar to this please let me know I want to know if there is anyone else out there like this.
SEASONAL ESP...The most laughable form of human senses!!!