posted on Aug, 23 2008 @ 11:24 AM
Very cool dream. I dont know what it means.
In 2000 I had my own dream, though different from yours, it shared that I died and then had an experience of something incredible and "cosmic" or
Divine. An experience of a reality I could not have even imagined.
Like yours, it was incredibly vivid and real, and 8 years after the fact, I can recall it in more detail than any of the "real" things I
experienced. To me, it was the most real experience of my life, though many would dismiss it as "just a dream."
My mind was unable to "make sense" of the experience. It simply had nothing with which to compare it, and it was something absolutely alien to the
way I perceived the world before the dream. It tooks years before I had collected enough concepts (from the mystic traditions) to both gain some
personal understanding and to realize I could never fully share with language or mental concepts the implications of what I experienced.
The dream changed me. Everything in my life was utterly overturned in the following years, and everything I had thought was important prior to it was
revealed to be smoke and mirrors.
Your dream may be the same way. You have already had the experience, but since it is beyond the mind, your mind is having a hard time understanding
it. Perhaps over time, you will find some "human" or "mental" concepts that will allow you some intellectual understanding.
The experience itself is the thing. The intellectual understanding is just a comfort. I would say, "Allow the experience to change you" but if it
is the same type of experience, you really have no other choice. It will change you whether you allow it or not.
For me, I started getting "guidance" in the form of synchronicities and "things" grabbing my attention that lead me directly to the texts that
were relevant to what had happened to me. Over time I realized I could "ask" questions, and that the answers or guidance regarding the question
It is a deeply personal experience, however, essentially unsharable. For the first year I told everyone, anyone, and then the realization really sank
in that because they have no frame of reference, nothing I could ever say could more than hint at it.
So, in this, you are going to find yourself alone. However, in your aloneness, you may your Self.
Good luck. You may be in for a wild ride.